fairytale world

2006-07-17T20:29:00.000+08:00

yeh, we live to laugh and love people :] i guess im alright ya? bcus i knew i had great friends around me who comforts me & makes me feel happy!

im glad to hear chien siew said:" dont worry, you still have us!" thanks my cosy lil' partner chiensiew! thanks for helping me in my life problems & homeworks when i need help :] you know, i had great talk with ya today & thanks goodness you bother to tell me yours! we dont seems as close as what we are, but i know in our heart, our bond is strong & we're very close isnt it?

same goes to wan ying & xin yee! wan ying is the best among all my best seniors! :]] xin yee & i have alot to share on, regardless of school, personal life, fun & all. we love chocolates bcus chocos simply cheers us up! yeps, those whom received my chocos, i hope it brightens up your day :]

so i went town with wan ying, xin yee & jia hua after school today! koays, went to get my clothing and wears for beauty & the beast performance @ far east plaza. it was rather enjoyable except _______.

my dear wan ying is soooooo bravo :]she didnt cry, she's strong! she even ran after _______. dont worry my girll, no matter what, you still have us too! we will help you no matter what eh! <3

we folded hearts on the mrt on the way back. traind dwn to marina bay, then traind back! omgggggg, its like we've spent our times folding straw-hearts! we had great laugh bcus of wan ying's _______. grrrrrrr, she's innocent i guess so!

______, ive decided to let go eberything. do remember that im always here for you when you need someone to talk to. yeh, i cant be so selfish :\ i will support whatever decisions you've made. afterall, you're the one who made my day bright sometimes. thank you :]]

i really enjoy today alot! take care jia hua, rest early & sleep well. okays, i love my girls, sigenyecao, my buddies, anna & all friends. thanks vivien for saying that im special though i know im not! thanks glynis for the hug, i can feel it! im contented with what i have now :] i really do!

it's time for me to make a decision!

2006-05-18T23:33:00.000+08:00

hi! im finally back t blogging(:
it's been long since ive blogged
exams finally over and almost all results are back!
well.. i can only say my results were -.- !

bestfriend didnt go t school today): left me and crystal alone!
must take care lots okays?

was talking t huijin on th phone jus nw(:
yeah.. in school i called her and @ huasongguan too!
everything was so screwed up la!
i just hope that those memories can be erased off from my mind
seriously, i cried while talking t huijin on th phone just nw -.-
t others it may seems a small matter but t me, )':
argh.!!! i miss * la!

letting go ain't tht easy afterall,
ive tried so hard all along,
but i still cant let go):
yeah.. im a total failure la!

thanks t my friends for being by my side when im down(:
i love you guys

it takes a second t hurt someone
but years t nurture back):

2006-05-09T19:50:00.000+08:00

i wont be blogging till exams ended
i wanna study hard for th next two paper(:
:D:D:D

2006-05-08T19:33:00.000+08:00

i flunked my science paper badly! ):
i totally couldnt recall what ive studied th last few days.
its badly done la): i left some pages blank, pages not questions la! -.-

OMGGGGGGG!
i think ive let my friends down again ):
they're always giving me support and encouragements.
all my effort in studying has gone down th drain alr):
argh.! i dont wanna study alr, study and never study still th same!

NO HOPE! -.-
i left almost all th equations questions blank and all.

MATHS PAPER ONE TMR.
ive got totally no confidence at all la.
ive been failing maths since dont know when!
i hate exams la ):

my throat hurts badly and i had running nose): feeling so terrible now.
no mre fries and nuggets for me.!!!
im like so hopeless now la):

after exams walked t lotone w crystal and hui jin.
crystal went home and hui jin ate lunch w her mom.
i waited in th library for hui jin, i was thinking abt lots of things again):
library was like damn cold!
i went t watch inotstupidtoo till my tears nearly flow -.- chengcai's father died!

hui jin accompanied me t mac for lunch while she studied.
i was like damn tired and i fell asleep -.-
hui jin was like damn hardworking la! everytime i see others so hardworking i feel so bad!
argh.! i dont know la.

i think im having MONDAY BLUES!

2006-05-06T14:47:00.000+08:00

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yayyye! everything's resolved(: friendship problems!
sorry t wanting yeah? (: yup indeed i should have apologised t her la!
we're still friends forever eh! dont worry i still remember-
HOPE FAITH & LOVE !!

aloha! (:

im just a little happy girl nw(:
with bestfriends & buddies around me!
omgggggg! i love bestfriends & buddies :D:D:D
they brighten up my life so much la <3

i didnt sleep on thurs night la(:
then end up i was like corspe-walking in sch yesterday
i didnt sleep even a wink la. i was so damn busy w ipw!
argh.! after school went t study :D:D

OMGGGG! i cant imagine i fell asleep in macdonald la(:
i slept for one hr, when i woke up crystal was gone -.-
she went home alr ): byeszx crystal !
-laughoutloud :D:D:D

i saw stella & estella(:
both "stella"s. lols!

took neoprints yesterday
& went supermarket t play (:
was like damn childish la
wanted t throw fruits & apple actually
but did not in th end la
played @ th escalator
was like running up & down
:D:D:D

so damn fun <3

im going grandma's hse later
family gathering. i dont feel like going la
was like so tired & i will be so bored there can?
argh.!!!

pizzahut for lunch(:
omggggg damn yummy la
long time never have pizza alr!

gosh(: i think these few days im like sooooo mad la!
* ive been drinking honeyredtea these fwe days(:
never ever got sick of it
:D:D:D

2006-05-03T23:24:00.000+08:00

some people are just sooooooo bitchy.
seriously i think it's like damn bitchy la :did smth wrong & you claimed that you did not do that,
instead accused me of accusing you.!
and most ridiculous is you expect me t apologise t you publicly :i think this is th most foolish thing i expect you t do la

well, i dare you t confront me and said you didnt copy me?
i doubt you dare. I dont care whether you did or did not copy me in th end,
it's still a fact that you did copy me okays(:
dont try t run away from facts!

you expect me t apologise t you publicly,
why should i? this is damn fking ridiculous man! :D:D:D
firstly, i didnt put your name on my blog, how do you know im refering t you?
secondly, if you ain't guilty of what you did, how come you know im refering t you?
thirdly, you are just being attention- seeking la!
:D:D:D

hey. if you think that i snatched your friends away, then too bad (:
i can't help you with it either. you know why?!?
bcos i didnt snatch your friends away. pls prove me w evidence that i snatch your friends away(:
i doubt you can!

pls what do you take them for? an object, your pet or what?
so that i can snatch them away from you? dream on pls.
why would i wanna snatch them away from you? im jealous of you?
or you're lack of friends so you need them badly :\ im just wondering.

eh, pls they have their rights t choose who they want t be w
i did not hold a gun infrnt of them and force them t be friends w me.
they choose t go along w me. yups(:
so did i snatch your friend away frm you? think yourself...
you're just jealous only.
- roll my eyes -.-

yes! me and them used t have misunderstandings between us.
but it's all bcos of her. she should know who she is la(:
if nt for her, * and i would have been Bestfriends(:

all thanks to demas(:
if nt things between us are still bad.

i dont understand why you wanna be friends w her.
but it's your business, none of mine! (:
she's merely a sucker only (: -betrays and backstabs friends!
or maybe you're just in need of friends la,
well i cant blame you for that you see! -.-

ohyah i think that you dont have th rights to criticise or comment abt this matter! :you're th one who caused everything. you're a fucker man.
i must have been stupid t believe what you've said earlier on la
walau :\ idiotic la. stop acting as if you're so pitiful okays

and i think you're th one snatching people's friend.
seriously you reflect la(: who is your true friend?
do you have a true friend? have you ever feel th care and concern frm you true friends? i doubt you have.

i feel so lucky and fortunate nw(:
though ive lost you, you and you as my friends
but instead ive true friends around caring for me.
im damn happy now! :D:D:D

my words t huijin and crystal>
yeps im sorry about what have happened previously
i mean im just too stupid t believe her la
yeah i know i should have trust you all instead.

now that we're back as very good friends alr(:
ill treasure this precious friendship between us
yups, rmb our pact (:
aha! th wedding planner thing and all.
i never will forget all these :D:D

huijin, thanks for being my side whn im down(:
yeah you're always giving me your support blah.
though you're not a good adviser but you're a great listener! :D:D
you're always sparing a thought for me instead of yourself

i still remember that time i did not have money for dinner(:
you sacrificed th money you wanted t buy th notebk for my dinner.
i was like so damn touched man. i love you damn lots.
BESTFRIEND (:

crystal, im glad that you actually told me abt your feelings and all.
though i cant provide you w much advices la
but do remember that im always here for you(:
huijin too. we'll always be there for you whn you need us
so dont worry if you thinks that you're not ______.
bcos you just need is th love from us that's all
:D:D

these few days we have lots of damn happy memories tgt
esp after sch(: yeah you know th fitness corner!
i will always remember it(: uhm. pls dont feel left out okays(:
i really hope that you can go next wk! :D:D
i wanna go shopping w you and huijin.
im sorry i didnt treasure you previously):
you're my love forever. remember our single status(:
STEADY AND ON!

i hope you like th water bottle(:
and all th stars and hearts inside.
:D:D:D

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damn long post for today uh :chinese paper was like damn suck la!
i fell asleep while doing them(: both paper1&2
... ...

after sch lunched @ sakaesushi w sigenyecao(:
yeah neoprints after tht :D:D
i love my sisters deeply.
escapethemepark, here we come :D

met up w bestfriend, brother & buddy (:
studied @ bpp mac...
uhm it was so damn fun la(:
laughed damn lots okay.
greentea+nugget+macflurry+fries+coke+mayonise+chillisauce+currysauce. (:
damn disgusting lah...
i nearly puke when i had a sip of that "fruitshake" :i cant imagine brother eating th nuggets & all. - eewwwww.

neoprints w bestfriend @ lotone
and then went home.
let's study tgt again tmr!
crystal... join us la(:

im off t slumberland alr(:
damn damn long post la... lols!

i love bestfriends(:
i love feng } wansui!
i love bpnetballers(:
i love sigenyecao(:
i love brotherhood(:
i love brother&buddy(:
i love all.
<3

2006-05-03T00:59:00.000+08:00

> Left alone in th past )>:

Left alone in th past
Forgotten friendships buried, never meant t last
She walked away from me
Why couldn't i foresee?
Time standing still
Another way t deal, another pill
Th sky is gray with hate
One thing tore us apart, your fate
Now what will you do?
Who will confide in you?
Rmb th times we shared?
Rmb how well we paired?
Th consequences are tough
You only knew how t treat me rough
Who is next in line?
Will you, too, break their spine?
Look at what you've done
This time i will stand in front of you, i won't run
Don't bother me anymore
All you touch, you tore
What you wanted, you took
Now i glance back,
I take one last look
You left me alone in your past
Forgotten friendships buried,
never meant to last

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Ive just changed my new blogskin.
Yepsyeps. Huijin must be damn happy t see this!
Crystal, im sorry i did nt have photos taken with you ):
Eh! 3 of us must take photo tgther. <3!

I love Crystal & Huijin.

Ive got lots t say, but i just dont knw how t say.
Ahhhh! HMT Paper 1 & 2 tmr! -.- Dead shit.

Brother for sale.

2006-04-28T20:58:00.000+08:00

I DONT KNOW WHY I FEEL LIKE THIS :<(
WALAU :\ HOW COME EVERYTHING IS SO SCREWED UP LA ?!?
I NEARLY CRIED IN CCK LIBRARY JUST NW WHEN SMSING WITH HUIJIN !
I WAS LIKE DAMN EMOTIONAL JUST NW LA
WAS TALKING ABT ALOT OF THINGS ESP _____.
ARGH.! I DONT KNW LA :MY LIFE IS TOTALLY SCREWED UP MAN !
SHIT.

2006-04-27T19:36:00.000+08:00

No school today (:
Study @ Mac in th morning...
Somehw my day wasnt tht good today :I dont knw why!

Ive never been one of you
Its always you guys & never me
Yups right frm th start im never as one of you guys
:\:\:
I dont think i have a need t explain t you guys
Waste of my time only.
Yeah up t you all t say what you want
Its your mouth & i cant control them
So...

I LIVE IN MY OWN WORLD
&& SO ARE YOU GUYS!
PLEASE DO NOT COME & DISTURB (:

I tried t be with you all before
But I never fit in so why bother so much?

I AM ME, MYSELF & I

*IM SO SORRY*

2006-04-25T22:26:00.000+08:00

Im back blogging like finally la...
Im feeling so moody these few days!
TIRED & STRESSED ! ):

Im fed-up with stressed life
Ive disappointed far too many people
& disappointed with myself badly!

Im really fed-up with life, myself & some people around me
Th only motivation t push myself on is ______!
I work so hard all bcos of ______
I rly dont wanna disappoint myself again

I wanna cry...
I want a shoulder t lean on...
I wanna cry my heart out..
But im unable t!

I dont wanna people around me t worry abt me
I dont want them t be sad bcos of me!
I want them t be happy
Thats why im trying hard t be happy nw :
Even if im unhappy
I will still try my best t cover up my feelings & hide my emotions
I feel so fake nw ): Argh.!

I miss th past
Th past is simply sweey with happy memories & nothing t do with sadness
But so what. My life is just like this.
You dont expect things to turn out th way you want it t be
All i can do is t move on
Somehw i rly wanna go back t th past la!

Anyway..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUN GUAN !
:D:D:D

Hope our 7th year of friendship last forever(:

2006-04-23T00:14:00.000+08:00

NPCC ANNUAL DAY PARADE WAS A GREAT SUCCESS..
GUARD-OF-HONOUR FEMALE CONTIGENT WERE GREAT!! :D:D
I THINK I WILL MISS MAMS DAMN LOTS
I WILL MISS RIFLES LOTS
ARGH.! NO MRE HTA TRAININGS ALR ):

Congrats to BP Band !! :D:D
Yups they got gold but cant get into finals la
To all band members dont be say alr?
At least you all get gold & months of effort didnt go down into drain
I feel happy for you guys too though i wasnt there (:
GOOD JOB !!

Dinner w/ Amy, Ming jun , Cliff & HO.. Food Junction :D
Saw lots of bpians there too! & Jieqi, Wanying, Xiao Ting & Jia Xuan!! :D:D
Ahhhhhhh! So niceeee t meet them there
OMGGGGGGGGG!

Laughed like mad today
All bcos of Amy la, made me laugh all day long
& Sir thought i went crazy- Monkey see monkey do :D
& Cliff- XUAN YA (:

Cabbed home with them
Ohyah Sir paid for th taxi fee, how nice he is la t send me home
Hahahahahahs (:
Thanks but i doubt you see this :
Enjoyable day,
Precious moments (:
Th significant moments!
:D:D:D

Im still thinking of *
OMGGGGGGG!
Bestfriend save me la!
Nvm im meeting her tmr (:

Im off t sleep alr!
-yawns -.-

2006-04-22T10:45:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHH!! IM HAVING MY PARADE LATER (:
ITS GONNA BE SO DAMN SCARY,
WITH SO MANY GUESTS!!!
GRRRRRRR :HELP ME SAVE ME!!

& I STILL CANT FORGET *
OMGGGGGGGGG!
IM GONNA DIE LA!

Im going off soon alr (:
I havent got my Giordana Black Socks!!
If nt Mam will chop off my bloody head :
Good luck t all BP BAND MEMBERS :D:D
YOU GUYS CAN DO IT DE ALR?
BP WHOOSH ~

2006-04-21T22:28:00.000+08:00

Ive just bathe & i smell so nice nw (:
But i wanna go t bad soon alr!
Was like damn exhausted today...
IPW-ING th whole day :
Imagine frm 12.40pm till 7.30pm la!
Almost 7hours okay? Walau :\ I do till damn pissed off la!

I didnt mean t offend anyone but its just tht,
SERIOUSLY I DONT KNW WHY PEOPLE DONT HAVE THEIR OWN THINKING?!
OR I SHOULD SAY...
CREATIVITY!?!

Maybe i dont have th right to say tht you all copy me,
But you guys watch me frm behind when i was doing th video
And thn you guys did what ive done :\ It totally th same okay!

Eh pleaseeee la! Dont you all have your own idea?
Grrrrrrrr! Argh.! I was so damn angry la
......

Stayed in sch till 7plus & we were locked up in th sch!
Climbed over th gate t get out of sch
Ohyah thn something happened la -.-
It was kinda of fun la
CLIMBING OVER SCH GATES (:

Dinner w/ Kaijun & Huijin at long johnsilver (:
Huijin went home after tht
Kaijun & me went t mac for ice-cream!!

Yeah we chatted for a long time there
Till her mom was like keep calling t rush her!

Ohyah i told Kaijun something today!
OMGGGGGG!
I hope it wont last long la ):
Grrrrrrrrrr. Damn it! I didnt knw what t do la :Everything was like so damn sudden!
Maybe it's just a ........! I shant worry too much :D
* damn nice la (: ahhhhhhh!
- jumps excitedly
:D:D

So on th bus my ex-nco msged me, BRIAN NCO!! (:
He said that he saw me on th bus & i didnt recognise him!
Ahhhhhhh! I miss them alot la! :D:D
He said tht i looked so different (:
OMGGGGG i was like damn shocked t receive his msg k

Congrats Bp NetbalL C'Div !! :D:D
2nd Runner-up was great (: Im sure you guys did a great job la!
Well done girls !!

NPCC ANNUAL DAY PARADE TMR !!
IM EXCITED (:
BAND COMPETITION :D:D
JIA YOU !!

like brother like sister :D:D

2006-04-18T19:06:00.000+08:00

I missing those days dearly ):
How much i wish i can go back t th past
)>:)>:

Everything was so much fun in th past
Everything is abt NETBALL !
:D:D

After school> NETBALL! (:
Trainings were so much fun
Teamtalk was so much memorable eh!

I think ive not been through tough trainings for 123456789 years alr! ):
Ahhhhhhhh!
- screams (:

How come things turn out like this?
I always thought tht i will enjoy working w/ you guys
But i didnt expect us t be like this -.-
Yes! Out of my expectation ):

> Disappointed.! )>:
*, im nt angry w/ you
Im just disappointed on our grp

She lied t me agn ): Argh.!!

My Love My Fate <3!

2006-04-18T17:22:00.000+08:00

Damn pissed off & sad today ):
First time i scolded f*** you in class la
I was like grrrrr :/
Damn angry can?

As if i want t tortue myself t do all those shit things can?
I slept less thn 5 hours each day just t do ipw la. ):):
Ive got no time t even study or what la. nw its all my fault
Yeah.. if you all thinks tht im doing all those tasks myself w/o dividing th labour, thn up t you all!

Im washing my hands off alr! :/
Since you wanna do it, thn i shall let you guys do
Im just fine w/ it. argh.! stupid la.

Netball life still suits me better ! (:
Watched them trained just nw and rmbed th days we've been tgt.
I think i rly missed those days too much :/ I really hope to return t th past.

Bp Netball girls still rock my life like before (:
Thanks for encouraging me just nw :D and cheering me up!
Im out of speech la (:

Take care Cjane (:
Drink mre water & no mre iced milo for you these few days yeah?

I think i still prefer t live in my own world of my loved ones
Like before , in th past (:
Maybe i will be happier?

Bestfriends ain't meant to be Bestfriends afterall ):
There's still Bp Netball Girls!
There's still GFF !
There's stil sigenyecao!
There's still GIRLFRIENDS (:

2006-04-16T16:14:00.000+08:00

i think im getting fatter la. ive being eating everywhr i go :/
ahhhh im really eating alot la.
omgggggggg i dont want t get fat pleaseeeee.
shall drink mre tea, as in wulongcha or greentea.
hey tht can really slim down (:
exercise mre mre & mre!
i think im lacking of exercise la :/
no wonder im growing fatter & fatter

so i just had maggiemee agn. i dont knw how many packets ive eaten alr.
seriously i think im realy a pig la, omggggggg!
ahhhh alot la.
& i feel like screaming ):

I STAYED AT HOME TODAY FOR IPW (:
ive spend 123456789 hours sitting in front of th comp tping & typing
for goodness sake i think im silly la
- sighhhhhhhhhs ):

wanted t meet goon up just nw t go bukittimahplaza
but damn ipw project i cant make it ): i think she as kinda of disappointed la
grrrrrrrrr :/

i think im gng for hair treatment w/ goon soon (:
my hair looks like dried grass nw. ahhhhh!
maybe during junehols or nxt wk ? shall see first.!

oh yah my mom confiscated my cashcard & atmcard la
omggggggg.! how am i gng t survive w/o them la. grrrrrrrrrr!
so sickening la
- roll eye ball
):

2006-04-16T11:32:00.000+08:00

this is so cool!
i got this frm liek.deviantart.com (:
i think i may make a blogskin using this.

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i have no idea why i woke up damn early today
its like 9.30AM plsssss! i seldom wake up so damn early la
so woke up ate my breakfast ... (:

i got pissed off by ... :/
i dont know why people just like t rush me?!?
i mean its like when you are doing just so little tweeny weeny things
& when im doing maybe double or thrice of yours
you expect me t finish it like one or two day?
i think its ridiculous la
argh.! & i think you accidentally send th wrong message
i read th message. i was like -.-
seriously, i think you've no right to criticise my workpiece when you did so little plssss! :/
if you think mine is not good, why not you do it yourself. i dont mind :/
im like damn fed-up la ):
spoil my day only, damn!

2006-04-15T21:02:00.000+08:00

i saw you just nw
but th feeling was like totally different alr ):
suddenly i thought of th time we had tgt . town & all.
th only thing i can do t revive tht feeling :/
wan mei de yi tian.

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mugging my homework nw
gonna clear all my homework & stuffs
mid-year coming.
i dont know whether i can do well
im starting revision nw. i hope its not too late :/

dinner w/ goon just nw (:
fishfillet spaghetti was like -.-
i think it's really a nice chat la
i didnt realise tht ___ was damn ___
omgggggggg! (: so ___ la !!
i love ya, goon ! :D:D

remember our promise (:
after exams & your band comp.
starting saving money nw :D:D
oh yah & once again, you brighten up my day
sisters forever, you play an impt role in my life nw (:

we are like "hi-bye" friends nw ):

2006-04-14T23:55:00.000+08:00

sigenyecao\ <3!

GIRLFRIENDS! (:
We may not be very close,
But we are true friends towards each other
I will cherish our friendship (:

Thanks for being by my side when Im upset ! (:
You will always cheer me up !!
I think I will miss you badly if you really graduate la
Eh. Then you dont graduate la can?
So next year Sports Day you'll be in Purple house :D:D

Like Jieqi,
You are always there to cheer me up when Im sad (:
Ahhhhh! I think you're great la !
& I think your laughter cheers me up lei
So next time laugh mre la !

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I had leg muscle cramps this morning when I woke up la
Grrrrrrrrr.!
I dont know why la, even I sleep also will cramp ):
So damn pain this morning
& I couldnt make it to meet up with Zhigoon & Meijin ):
I hink Ive disappoint them today
Dad dont allow me go for Sports when I had cramps la
):):

Did IPW the whole day
Was like damn busy for IPW
& Stressed over it la
Presentation coming soon & argh.!
Many not completed ):

Ohyah I think I ought to apologise to Vivien for the post la
I shouldnt have say all that though ):
& I think all thanks to Aihua & Chiensiew
I rly wanna thanks them (:
They rly tried their best to help me resolve my problems always
They never failed to do so
:D:D:D:D:D
I dont know what to say about them la
They are like hard-to-find GIRLFRIENDS OF MINE! (:
Thank you my dears.

I had a sweet dream
Awwwww.! It was so damn sweet
& I love that feeling la
Till now I still love that sweet feeling
I believe one day I will find the right feeling (:
& I cant believe that __ is __ !!
Sweet feelings (:

2006-04-13T19:03:00.000+08:00

Vice-captain & Captain (:
Me & Beixi !

Jiaxuan, my lovely senior ! (:

One big family

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PURPLE HOUSE , YOU ARE ALWAYS THE BEST ! (:
3 CHEERS FOR ALL RUNNERS !!!
IM PROUD OF MY 4 x 100M LOWER SEC GIRLS !
&&
JIE QI, DOLLY, CASLIN & ROWENA !!

Ive realised that I do love Purple house alot.!
We got overall third -.-
But in my heart, Purple house is always the first(:
Maybe this year is my last year in Purple house
But I rly hope next year I will still be in PURPLE !
Bcos I love PURPLE HOUSE SOOOOO MUCH! (:

I cheered for most of the competitors
I was like so enthu just now la
Jumped & shouted -.-
Mr.neo said I was like damn enthu

But I think deep in my heart
I feel ______ ):
Blah. I dont know la.

Video shooting was screwed up la
Argh.! Im damn angry :/

Honeyredtea w/ BestFriend Kai Jun !
I think afterall you still know me the best la
You understand how I feel (:
Ahhhhh I love you so much la. *Muacks*

IPW-ing (:

2006-04-13T02:10:00.000+08:00

How to get a BOYFRIEND
I think this is damn funny la!
Lame i should say -.-

Alright finally ive updated my blog
Changed my blogskin,
Color abit pale&light yeah
Added lots of new stuffs in

& Guys,
Ive uploaded the photos alr!

http://share.shutterfly.com/action/welcome?sid=1AZsmzRk0YsXpA

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Sports day tmr.!
I dont think im looking forward to it this yr
Was like damn disappointed la
I dont know la
Video shooting tmr
Oh I love it <3!>NpccAnnualdayParade 22/04/2006
Aha!

I MISS AIHUA ALOT !
TOO BAD I CANT GET TO VISIT YOU TMR ):
BUT DO TAKE CARE ALOT OKAY ?
SEE YA SOON ON MONDAY (:
<3!

2006-04-06T22:42:00.000+08:00

sorry for not updating
too busy nowadays
will be uploading photos during the wkends
so go to my photo album to save it if you want

& i hate being accused today la
say i no sportsmanship lo
like wtf lo
i didnt do anything wrong la
though i accept your apologies
but seriously my ipmression for you have changed
i will prove to you that i can do better than ______
wait & you shall see

& sorry benjamin & grp
em i think im just being rush jus nw la
hope you guys dont mind kay

& i wanna thanks
wanying , jieqi , weiting , sharlyn , aihua , xinyee , jiaying !!
thank you for helping me to celebrate my birthday at seoul garden
i really enjoyed so much la
i wont forget all the fun seriously
hahahahahahs
all so memorable

& thanks jimson , ivan , weipeng & weihong
for giving me a surprise for going to causeway there !
im really touched la
& thanks for travelling all the way to orchard to buy my present
i love that orange slipper !

thanks jimson , ivan , weisheng , shawn , yongzhi , weihong , zhigoon & wenxi
for helping to celebrate m birthdy on sunday
it was fun la super fun
esp playing basketball with yongzhi & weihong
& playing card games in my rm
jimson ivan & weisheng though you guys are real tired
but you all still came
thank you very much

thanks huijin & kaijun for giving me a surprise at kbox
i really enjoyed it la
imagine singing the song jiageiwo for 4 times
its like so damn nice la

thank you everyone for all your birthday wishes
thank you weiting , clara & wailing for calling me to wish me happy birthday & singing a birthday song for me at 12.00am
thank you ivan & jimson for calling to sing a happy birthday song too
thank for the presents that you guys gave me
seriously i love them & will treasure them la
omgggggggggg

seriously i love guys la
my best birthday ever
thank you so much

i wish i can forgive
but pleaseeee prove to me
prove to me that you deserve this last chance
i really love you as my friend
but im disappointed you ___ me agn & agn
lets be good friends agn yeah?

2006-04-03T01:19:00.000+08:00

> IM A HAPPY GIRL ! :]

i wna thanks everyone
for giving me such a nice & happy birthday !!
seriously,
the happiest birthday ive ever had !!

i promised i will upload everything asap !
i wna thanks & list out all who made me so happy too
thank you everyone :]
i love ya all !
you guys are great !

i will always rmb -
first april my birthday !
second april my belated ones !

ALL THE WAY !!

2006-03-29T15:45:00.000+08:00

hellooooooo
i miss school so much
yup i was sick so didnt go to school :/
i feel so guilty missing npcc
arghhhhhhhh
im going to school tmr
yayyyyyy :D:D

kai jun & benjamin just came to my house
passed me my homework & visit me
im so touched
benjamin actually came to visit me before going for his fencing
awwwwwww you are indeed a nice friend
kai jun too (:

received lots of sms too
asking me to take care & get well soon
be a strong girl & cheer up
well im so touched by you guys la
even those whom im not even close to
bothers to message me

jie qi, wan ying, sharlyn, wei ting, zhi goon,
jun guan, ai hua, wailing, chien siew, nizam,
wei hong, mei jin, yong zhi, hwee tian, see woon,
kelly, xin fang,
& the rest..

<33 !

thanks alot for your care & concern (:
ahhhhhhh!
you guys are really great (:
cya guys in sch tmr

IM A HAPPY GIRL! (:

2006-03-26T14:33:00.000+08:00

i just woke up 20 mins ago
& i miss my sunday morning :S
hahahahahahs
didnt blog ytd
due to my tiredness
was damn tried ytd
& i fell aslp after bathing

what a nice day yesterday :D:D

went to meet up w/ joyce at cck mrt station
then went to cck sports stadium
i took the wrong bus
cant believe i actually take 302 instead of 307
ended up we took a taxi to the stadium lo
damn paiseh :S

trained for my long distance
then helped out in the relay races
jieqi & caslin were there :D
arghhhhhhhhhh
my timing for 1500m sucks lo
sucks soooo much like hell
gonna train hard alr

went to lot one with joyce after that
bought bubbletea
& met benjamin, jefferson, demas, huijin & mr.chiam
joyce went home after that
had our lunch at Let's Eat (i think!)
the tomyam chicken soup was damn spicy
& the iced lemon tee tastes so weird la

after that went jurong point w/ benjamin & huijin
bought stuffs there & collect netball tee.
went toy'rus & play with all those soft toys
kiddly palace too
then went popular walk around for almost one hr
went to valuedollar to buy sweets
then had anderson's icecream
after that went home

huijin came to my house
i changed & quickly head to lotone
meet up with jieqi, wanying, clara, xiaoting, junyi & stella
hui jin went home :S
went up to sakae sushi to celebrate xiaoting & junyi's birthday
weiting & kahgek came after that
it was so damn fun :D:D:D
had lots of wonderful memories there
the cake, chopsticks, plates, mixed substances

went to jieqi's hosue after that to play
i didnt play games :/
was so damn tired that time
they played mahjong & piggy
piggy was damn funny
i think the funniest of all
see them play alr laugh like hell la
hahahahahahahs
jieqi almost lose in snatching
while weiting always win :]
best friends become enemies when playing the game
but become best friends again after the game

went home at 11pm
i had a wonderful time ytd :D:D

last of all,
happy birthday xiaoting & junyi
:D:D

2006-03-24T22:25:00.000+08:00

its been ages since ive blog again
was really tired these few days la
slept like damn early
did my homework in school before i go home
i know i wouldnt do them at home

just came back frm npcc trainings
was like damn tired
my arm aches like hell nm
my heels too
so sucky & yucky
& seriously i dont like to go there & train

went to lot one met wanying, weiting, wailing & weixiong
eat dinner together at food junction
met up with jieqi & other seniors later on
_____ & ______ were damn funny
hahahahahahas

got back progress report alr luh
damn it mrs tohhhhhhhhh!
she said that i didnt do my work regularly kay
like wth luh?!
i handed in every assignments except 3a
& she said that i didnt hand in my homework
ridiculous :S

finally sort things out w/ them alr
now i finally get it
from the beginning till now
i shouldnt have believed ~~you~~ at all
you've cheating my feelings again & again
im really very dissappointed in you
im beginning to ~~hate~~ dislike you
seriously everything is bcus of you
if not me & ____ wouldnt end up like this
everything would not have happened
im too dumb to believe what you've said to me
everything & everything i hate you
i seriously hope that you will lose all your friends one day
& i will be happily laughing & giggling away :/

anyway wanting & cjane were sick
take care both of you :]
dont fall sick when exams are coming alr
- frowns!

anyway happy belated birthday crystal tay
hope you love that present yeah
& im looking forward to nxt friday :]

im very sad that adriano was out
super damn sad
why must he be out la
renfred was like so um ______
no matter what i will still support adriano all the way
hahahahahahas
you are great, adriano!

house trg tmr :/
guess i will be damn busy tmr la
byes

2006-03-19T23:17:00.000+08:00

long time since ive posted
damn busy with doing projects
packed with activities everyday luh
hais :(

anyway my toe nail dropped out
yeah the whole thing drop out luh
damn gross la :S
went to Sentosa on friday
but didnt dare to play with water
bcos i scared it will be damn painful
therefore i sat under the sun for almost half day :/
hahahahahas

went to jurong regional library today to do history project
woke up early in the morning & meet up at ninethirty
went with demas & keith
shiyuan joined us at lunch time :/
left him there alone & we went for lunch instead
(he had his lunch alr, we didnt ill-treat him!)
long john silver for lunch :S
had long john silver these few days

joanne & zunsiong were at the library too
they came to help me with my project
helping me to glue i mean
chatted & chatted non-stop
its like ages since we've met each other kay?
so demas joined in too la
at first he felt very left out :S
so we had a common topic to talk abt alr!
we've found out that guys frm singapore are getting -.-
mre & mre despo kay! walauuu :/
damn despo luh!

there was this guy who added me in msn
& wanted to make friends with me
i dont mind making friends with him la
but its like ive just talk to him for the first time only
& he asked me to be his mei (sister)!
he claimed that he is my kor (brother)!
so anything luh what can i do?!

then ~~someone~~ gave him my hp number
& he kept smsing me -.-
at first i did reply him like hi or what
but as time goes on he became so um i dont knw
he even msged to ask me rmb to eat dinner blah!
sounds as if he is my bf like that luh
after replying him for like thrice i stop replying him
i deleted his contact frm my handphone & blocked him
he still continues to harass me luh
& even called me! -.-
walauuuu :/ nothing better to do luh this kinda of pple
of cos i didnt answer his phone la

then these few days he kept msging me:
"phyllis can we talk"
"where are you can you reply"

so damn disgusting luh
so i told demas, joanne & zunsiong abt it just nw
so we decided to play a trick on him
demas msged him & say hi!
then went on & yadayada -.-
demas named himself as monalee frm rivervalley
& smsed with him
at first that despo dont believe him
he thought that demas is one of his friends playign a trick
so like demas tried to be friendly all this la

that guy: are you despo for guys?
demas: no, im just trying to make friends with you
that guy: oh okay what's your name?
demas: mona lee, what's yours?
that guy: xxxxx. are you involved in sex before?
demas: no of cos not, how dare you insult my virginity!
that guy: sorry i dont mean it, pls dont be angry i beg you

demas didnt reply,
acted as if he's angry with that guy :/

that guy: pls forgive me i dont mean it i want to make friends with you
he msged demas again & again & beg him to forgive him :S

can see how despo he is yeah?
fancy begging a girl whom he dont knw to forgive him
& wanted to make friends just like that
he kept harassing demas & send him msg :S

we were all laughing like damn mad in the library luh
some guys are getting mre & mre despo nowadays
ive said some only la not all

went mac to eat dinner
student nugget meal :D
ate with demas joanne & zunsiong
then head back to lot one
bought stuffs at popular
went to take neoprints & went home

demas came to my house to do the project
& he had just left at eleven
his daddy was damn funny
he called,

daddy: have you gone missing for two days?!
demas: no of cos not, im doing projects

anyway demas is my brotherhood! :)
brotherhood is stupid
dont know why i suddenly call him my brother
& we became brotherhood
hahahahas

so sorry to jieqi i didnt go for netball outing on thursday
promised her that i will go but in the end didnt
yups im so sorry kay?
have to rush for my projects
sorry sorry sorry :(
i dont want to miss it actually

wow its a long post today!
anyway ive uploaded the photos at st john island alr!

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love bestfriends, sisters & brotherhood!
takecare, sister zhigoon :]

<3!

2006-03-17T23:47:00.000+08:00

IPW FIELD TRIP WAS FUN.!

random photos.

demas & i were having conversations.

i love adriano huang junhui like hell <3!

big brother larry, he's niceeeee & cute!

bestfriend aihua!

we were trapped! :[

we're bestfriends forever kay!

chiensiew&me.

aihua, im taller than you by one head!

seriously, i think that we rock! :)

i enjoy myself alot at stjohnisland,
but had seasick on th way back.
was like feeling damn terrible & wanted to puke luh!
chiensiew too :(
but we didnt in th end!
took alot of photos too.

bigbrother larry was niceeee & cute!
one of th instructor there,
hahas i called him uncle larry at first,
but found out that he's only 21 or 23?!
i dont know forgot alr!

i love field trips!
& i enjoy going to th beach :)
:D:D

2006-03-15T12:24:00.000+08:00

-yawns.
just woke up after a tired day ystd
bro cooked instant noodles for me
& im so touched!
ive just finished a whole tub of RumRaisin Cremo Icecream
im gonna put on weight alr!
ahhhh!

watched th Dreamchaser Episode 2 just nw on YouTube.com!
i missed th show last wk
it was damn niceeeee kay?
i think AJ & Lynn does rly looks like couple laaaaaa.
so sweet & cute!
:D:D

going t meet up w/ Chunyueh & Keith later!
doing IPW project again,
& going Art workshop
sian.

some people are just sooo shameless!
boring pls,
dont wanna go into details abt it :S
they are just so shameless -.-

had dinner at Kaijun's hse ystd
& cant imagine tht Chunyueh ate so little!
shocked.
i was busy designing th posters & stuffs
while Kaijun & Chunyueh do th drawings -.-
ended up three of us became super tired!
:[

went home at arnd eight plus!
it was sooo dark & i dont dare t go home myself,
in th end Chunyueh send me home till my lift there.
gentleman.
i think he slept on th bus on th way home yeah?
Aha!

im going t bathe alr!
going t sch.
cya!

2006-03-13T21:17:00.000+08:00

/Edited.

> Demas posed as Benjamin & left a comment!
Lameeee! -.-

I think i gonna burn midnight oil today alr!
Grrrrrrrrr. :[
Projects & mre projects!!

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:[
:[

> Apologise. :]

Im sorry t those ive hurt before,
E.g. Vivien & ~~Benjamin~~! :]
Seriously, i dont mean it lah.

Went on History field trip today!
It was rather fun except tht,
Some people were rather attention-seeking i shld say!
Spoil my mood! :[
Seriously, you people are so attention-seeking! :[
Stop being lame,
& I think you look like _____.
-.-

Jieqi! :]
Advertising for 100plus.
-taken frm Stella's blog! :D:D

Em. im so busy this whole wk!
Argh. Projects & homeworks -.-
Luckily im nt gng for th G5 Camp though i wanted t.
Phew! If nt i wont be able t manage! :D

Wont be updating my blog daily,
If im free i will do so! :]
Anyway.
Theres alot of ti-ko-peh at Jurong Point at night.
Girls, pleaseeee be careful.

& Jurong point is sooo fun! :]
Went there t do homework w/ Kaijun & Demas
:D:D
Damn funny luh! :]
Laugh like mad, esp abt Xiaxue.blogspot.com!
& Demas do rmb your " You can do it! :] "

We saw a couple putting french fries into each other's mouth using french kiss!
So disgusted luh! Ended up we are laughing away!
& two weirdos keep looking &amp; diao-ing me when im eating & doing homework,
As if im a weirdo?! Crazy!
Grrrrrrrr.

Yeps.
Gonna do porjects alr,
Cya! :]

2006-03-12T14:07:00.000+08:00

While listening t Joyce's blog song- Someone's Watching Over Me,
I think it makes me recall abt alot of memories yeah.
I love tht feeling alot! :]
But i forgot when is it i first listened t it :/

I think ive hurt alot people w/o knwing myself :[
I didnt treasure th friendship between us,
Im th cause which make things worse for us.
Im sorry for everything :[
Even if ive decided t give both of us a chance,
But i think it no longer matters t you alr!
At least nw you have a grp of friends which cld make you laugh & happy,
Which i was unable t do so in th past.
As long as you are happy, i dont think i should interfere your life nw! :]
But no matter what, i do hope tht we are still friends.
:D:D:D

love hope faith forever!

2006-03-11T16:50:00.000+08:00

/Edited.

Im so moody lately
Ive bcum so unhappy nowadays.
Im sorry t Chunyueh that i always yell at him!
I know its not his fault laaaa :/

Sometimes, I prefer t be alone than be w/ friends.
I felt that i rely on people too much & its nw time for me t be independant!
Nw i prefer t go out on my own alr! :]
Regardless of doing what, shopping or what, im alone nw!

& I chose not t go for either one tday.
Im really tired after so much things had happened.
I need a rest! :]

NPCC Service Day was rather okayyyyy!
ot that fun but i dont knw why im so enthu into it laaaa.
Senior said that i was so enthu! :]
I was th one who talked for almost every unit we went.
Overall was okayyyy luh!

Seriously, i do not knw who i can trust nw.
Not even _______.
Grrrrrrrrrr!
I still prefer ________.

& I still most those times badly laaaa!
It seems that they are gonna be gone forever & ever!
If i can choose, i rather not knw it at first har.

I wanna go t th beach
& watch the sunrise & sunset.
I wanna feel th warmth (:

:/

feel like staying at home tday,
wan mei de yi tian.

2006-03-10T10:50:00.000+08:00

> Brrrrrrrrr.!

In th school computer lab nw!
So frustrated laaaaa :/
Why people get so sensitive easily luh?
& Get so offended easily?
I find it so irritating laaaaaa.

I got E8 for maths laaaaa!
Argh! ):
Stupidstupidstupid!

PE for yesterday was _______.
Yes! I did that deliberately kay?
I wont allow you t win me!
I will win you in everything, rest assured.
I admit i ~~loathe~~ dislike you!

& Can you two pleaseeee stop quarreling?!
Dont quarrel over trival matters kay?

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:[

2006-03-08T17:33:00.000+08:00

> Chao ahlian! -.-

Josephine calls me Chao ahlian!
She says i fold my skirt, wear ankle socks & hair like ahlian
Then she call me Chao ahlian! :[
Hahahhahas!
Im not Chao ahlian laaaaaa :/
Brrrrrrrrr.

Anw, everything's resolved alr laaaaa.
Yups yups! :]
& Ive handed up on th homework which i owe th teachers.
Im mre relaxed nw!

Went for Purple hse Sports day Tryout just nw!
I withdraw frm 400m individual race! :x
I didnt want t run for tht laaaaa
Hahahahahas :D
Yeaps, had stomach cramps when running halfwayy!
Ouch ouch :[

i didnt knw Iqbal & Nizam can run soooo fast for short distance luh!
They like run damn fast jus nw kay?
& Nizam was complaining tht his toes broke alr!
Then i offered t help him break his leg shince toes break alr.
Then he say okayyyy alr liao! :]
Funny luh!

Going t bathe nw :]
Meeting Demas at Lotone t buy assessments bk!
He is coaching me in my studies!
OMG, I SHALL WORK HARD & NT DISSAPPOINT MY FRIENDSSS!
Im changing blogskin soon guys! :]
Cya!

2006-03-07T19:58:00.000+08:00

> Dissappointment.! :[

School- dissappoint!
I just want t say -.-
& everything is making me feel so stress okay!
Mmmmmmm.
Luckily ive good friendsss arnd t confide to! :]
Thanks Demas, Benjamin & Josephine! :D

& Chunyueh is very nice i must say!
Lols! :D

Lunch-ed at Mac w/ Josephine & Demas
Josephine went home aft eating.
Helping Demas w/ his chinese public speaking script,
While im doing my homework laaaaa :]
Went t Popular after tht t search for assessment books blah!

Fking bitch do not have a sense of originality! :]
Yups! Copy here & there laaaaa!
Lols! :D
I find it damn ridiculous kay?
Blaaaaaaa......

Just passed my Chem test laaaa!
I think i flunked it
Grrrrrrrrrr.
Buck up, Phyllis!
You can do it! :]
Self encouraging, Lols! :D
- diao! -.-

Im going t bathe :]

2006-03-06T23:56:00.000+08:00

K-boxing! :D
Most enjoyable one ive ever had!
Thanks for all th wonderful times today yeah?
This maybe th last time,
But i really appreciated it! :]

Lemon Tree! :]
I Wonder How, I Wonder Why.
- jumps around & squeeze jieqi! :D

No matter what,
I really want to say thanks you girls for today!

Anyway, Adriano got in t th next round!
Whees! :]
Jia Gei Wo!! My Anata!!

Im on high-spirits today! :]

2006-03-05T13:58:00.000+08:00

/Edited.

Art sucks so much laaaa.
I really dont feel like doing Art kay?
Boooo!
I dont know what t draw for Art.
What stupid combination?! -.-
Arghhhhh!
Why must we have Art at th first place?
We alr dont have enough time for our subjects.
All those projects, ccas blah! :/
Whr got time t do Art luh?
Like duh?! For what do Art?
Waste my time only luh!

Im looking forward t tomorrow!!
Hahahahaahs! :D
- jumps excitedly :D

Anyway, ive replied th tags alr laaa,
But not t all :/

There's Campus Superstar tmr!
Yeap yeap, Adriano! :D
Support Adriano!! (:
Aha!

Shit lah theres assembly tmr kay?
Dont know what th school wants t talk abt again?
Lameeeeee :/

:D

> Whatever tomorrow brings.

Mom bought macdonald for lunch! :D
& nw im so full kay?
Bloated.
Fish burger, Frenchfries, Nuggets & Coke!

Busy doing my homework nw.
There's like so many kay?
Hope i can finish them all by today luh!
If nt im dead meat tmr (:
Lols!

& I hate Art homework!
Art is simply such a whore kay?
Blah! -.-

I dont understand why people likes t copy?!
Everything copy copy copy.
Dont they have any originalty?
Cant they have their own style huh?
For what copy how people blog?
Everythings sounds so unreal.
Seems so fake, when they copy kay?

I seriously need t study nw.
Buck up! :D

2006-03-04T21:17:00.000+08:00

/Edited.

Im listening t Adriano's Jia Gei Wo nw.
Yes! I love Chiensiew & Aihua! :D
I sang Jia Gei Wo t both of them today.
Damn funny luh!
Sang alot of songs, its so enjoyable laaaa.

Im gonna get this phone! :D
Hope dad allows yeah?
If not, FAT HOPE!

Did i say that i took neoprints w/ chunyueh Aihua, Chunyueh & Keith today?
Yeaps, took neoprints w/ them (:
Anyway, i find that ipw rocks now!

Aha!
Im gng t sleep alr laaaa :D
- yawns!
Damn tired. Like duh?!
Who's not tired kay?

<3> CIP Day!

I love CIP Day! :D
Bcus i enjoyed myself alot!
Meet up with seniors at Lot one,
Went t sch together!

Collect newspaper w/ Chiensiew & Aihua!
Yayyy (:
Chatted alot of things today
Regardless of Netball or others.
Yeaps, played w/ soft-toys too! :D
& I'll rmb th Umbrella Girl- Aihua!
Damn funny luh!
Even Mr.neo agrees tht she've gt brain damage!
Lols! Aihua, you've got brain damage!! -.-

Went t Lot one w/ Aihua.
Bought Tempura & Iceblended
Saw Kahgek & Minyi (:

Chunyueh & Keith came t my hse after tht!
Followed by Josephine & Kaijun.
I find this IPW team damn niceeee t work w/ laaaa!
Laughed alot today! (:
& Of cus we did alot.

Oh yah!
Took videos today (:
W/ chunyueh's camera.
Gonna post it on Monday!
Its rly super hilarious kay?

Thanks guys for those who asked me t cheerup kay?
You guys rock lotsas!
Esp Chiensiew, Aihua & Jieqi laaaa! :D
Reply your tags asap kay?

Cya (:

2006-03-03T23:21:00.000+08:00

> Regrets )>:

I love them much mre than what you people think!
I regret not studying hard enough.
If nt everything wont end up like this ):

I have too much of regrets,
Till i dont even dare t think of it!
I just want things t be simple,
T be like what we used t be!

):

2006-03-02T23:53:00.000+08:00

> Random.! )>:

Start back at start so i know where t go
We made it this far, no turning back now
I dont know what t do.
(>:

So hypocritical.
No, you'll never get it! -.-

Chem test tmr, argh!
Chem sucks, for all i care.

2006-02-27T23:23:00.000+08:00

> Im blessed nw! :D

I dont feel like blogging today!
But in th end i did.
Bcus ive smth t say (:

Yeaps! Ive made a decision yeah.
& I rly wanted t thanks Kj, Jo, Demas & Benjy! (>:
Especially Demas! :D

Benjy, thanks for th timetable yeah?
Em, i will try my very best t go according t it!
& Im rly touched tht you actually helped me organised one?!
Ahas!

& Im nw writing letters!
Ive got tons of letters which i need t write laaa.
Probaly they will be ready by this wk (:

Went t Kbox w/ Kj & Jo today! (:
Yeaps! I did enjoy myself, I was so high & enthu :D
Dancing arnd laaaa! (:
Shuyi & other councillors were in th nxt rm! -.-
Shuyi & I were being dramatic just nw (:
Sang love songs for each other laaa!
Damn funny!! Lol.

Smuggled outside food in t Kbox.
Milk tea, Tempura, Longjohnsilver & KFC!
Aha! :D:D

Im sorry, Jo ):
I dont mean it today!
You know what I mean okay?
& Ive finally realised smth laaaa (:
Maybe its a good thing t me yeaps?

D&T lesson was ahem laaaa!
I keep asking Mr.lim qns abt th projects,
& He said tht my teammates will have problems working w/ me!
Cus i had a different view perspective diff frm them!
But he said tht its also a gd thing tht they have grp member like me,
Whom keep on asking questions t understand mre
& I actually see things from diff views frm them (:
It can be a gd point but at th samt time bad too!
Hahas! :D

Actually i admit tht im biased (:
Brrrrr. You dont need t know what im talking abt laaa!

Im gng t slp nw! (:
-yawns!

Byes :D

2006-02-26T22:40:00.000+08:00

> Excuse me while I fall apart

Everything's so fking screwed up!
Quarreled w/ my dad over computer,
My bro switched it off w/o my permission
& I was downloading my stuffs & that's it! -.-
I get so fed-up! I dont like people t touch my stuffs w/o my permission.

My maths results! ):
> Frm sweet beginnings t bitter endings!
What's th use of working so hard for it,
When in th end you know tht you gonna fail?!
I know i shouldn't be so disappointed but,
Ive rly worked very hard for it alr!
Im disappointed cus i tried v. hard alr but stil failed in th end,
Not bcus i failed my maths! ):
Ive let myself down,
Let those who helped me w/ my studies down!
Studied till ten everyday
& Ended up my results still sucks! ):
Bloody hate myself!!

& Now mom wants me t quit Netball.
Yes, i did promised her that ive t quit Netball,
If even one of my results are nt gd!
I cant break my promise nw
Ive got t quit Netball!!
I wanted t prove t her tht i can do it.
But in th end i still failed :/
Everything so fking screwed up!

Frankly speaking,
I rly cant imagine my life w/o Netball.
I can imagine my life w/o those trainings
I missed those wonderful moments we had.

I rly missed th times...

We ran 3.4km every trg,
We did suicide runs tgt,
We had our drills,
Our friendly matches,
Team talks,
We celebrated birthdays,
Dinner at KFC,
Netball chalet & outing,
During tournaments.

We had conflicts every nw & then
But we still managed t solved th problems

Frankly speaking,
I love Netball mre than Npcc.
Netball brightens up my life :D

All those's gonna disappeared in my life soon!
They will never ever happened agn,
They will remained as th most happy memories i ever had!
They will be played as memories in my mind w/o any sound.
:>( Everything sucks!

Grrrrrrrr.
I dont feel like blogging this few days ):
Im feeling soooo down!

& I wna thanks those who are always giving me encouragements & advices,
Giving me all th support i need! Hughug<3

Kai jun, Josephine, Demas, Chien siew, Ai hua, Xin yee, Anna & some Netball seniors!

Thanks you so much!
I rly appreciate it :D

2006-02-25T18:38:00.000+08:00

/Edited.

> NEOPRINTS.

<3

Kj, Demas & Benjy came t my hse this morning!
T study for Chinese common test
But in th end we din't rly study! -.-
Only Demas & Benj were.
Kj & I were reading I-Weekly Magazine. Hahas :D
Then went t meet Jo at th void deck. Blah something happened!
Demas & I went t buy Tempuras & Milktea
Then we took MRT t Bishan.

Lunch at Yoshinoya! :D Yummie.
Took Bus53 t Girlguides HQ t buy Kj's trefoil
& Benjy called a female busdriver UNCLE.
Laughed like mad luh! & He actually called uncle so loudly on the bus -.-
Saw Ms Adeline Phua there too :/

Then went back t Junction 8 t shop
Bought a bag which i quite like it laaaa.
Then took neoprints twice
Cus smth happened. Hmmm -.-
Then went arnd t shop.

Head t Heeren t buy Jo & My pencil case
Anyway we bought th same design but different color pencil case.
Myuk! :D
Then went t buy my hairclips!
Yayyy. I've got 5 mre nw
& Im gng t get mre!
Aha. (:

Bused bck t Cck & Jo went t my hse t change
Then we went t th Fitness corner t play with Kj.
Basically we din't play much laaaa.
Just chatting luh.
Then accomp jo t take bus300!

Nw working on blogskins.
Yeaps. Netball. Jo & Demas!
Blahhhhh :/

2006-02-24T18:58:00.000+08:00

Im eating my Fried rice nw
& Kickapoo too! :D
Was so damn hungry whn i was trg.
-.-

& My arm muscle aches nw!
We trained w/ Rifles today though it was raining.
But trg was fine & fun today laaaa :D
Cus Lianyu Mam was super niceee!
She says tht i look sooo tired :/
& Said tht im cute! Aha! :D:D
I dont like th other mam laaa.
Shit! Nxt wk gonna be trained by her!!
Ahhhhhh! Shes sooo damn fierce kay
& Always said tht she wants t chop our heads off!
Hmmmmmmm. ):

Yayyyy! (:
Ive got 14/16 for my History Common Test!
Im like sooo damn happy luh :D
Thanks t Demas, Josephine, Kaijun & Benjy.
Yeah rly need t thank them!
Theyve helped me alot laaaaa :D
Its like we studied till 9plus or 10 every night?!
Promised Demas & Benjy a Swensens meal.

Kai jun is at my hse nw.
Doing IPW project :/
Aha!

2006-02-23T22:14:00.000+08:00

> Ramdom photos.!

Yes, I love them, Bp Netball Girls C'Div.

Aha! Its us taken by Stella I think(:

Ramdom pic of them in Inotstupidtoo.

Em.?!

Demas & Kaijun just went home at 10.00pm. Lols!
My rm is in a mess nw. Ive got t clear up
& Im gng t sleep alr!

Anyway Maths paper is okayyyy
But I dont think I did well laaaa!

Byes :D:D

2006-02-21T23:32:00.000+08:00

Npcc sucks for today! -.-
Someone ,
Just spoilt my whole mood for the day.
Yeah!
So nt worth it i know D:
I was so fed-up w/ it.
Is always -
HIM&HIM&HIM again.
He very big is it?
Dont always blame things on me okayyyy!
My surname is not 'Lai' !
But nt refering t Chiensiew :D Hahas!
Walauuuu :/ Im damn angry luh -.-

After Npcc went home
& blahblahblah came th phone by Him! -.-
Buse-d t Lot one t buy Tempura & BubbleTea
Take Bus 67 & meet up with Benjamin
& Went t Josephine's hse t study History
Yeah nice study!
I did learnt alot of things laaaa!
Th funny part is th Curtain, Ghost all this. Lol :D
Screamed so loudly luh!

Anyway did I mentioned tht i saw a Bra hanging on a tree yesterday?
Hahas! :D Yeah!
Josephine Demas & Me saw a Bra hanging on th tree swinging away kay!
So funny luh!! (:
& Th vending machine thing! Lols.

Sacarstic! -.-
Yeah Im angry abt it!
I din expect such words t come out frm your mouth luh
Im disappointed -.-
& I dont know what t say!

Anyway Adriano got in yesterday laaaa!
Was sooo happy & I told Josephine excitedly abt it
She said Im crazy over Adriano -.-
Hahas! :D:D

Tmr having History common test ):
I need t study nw.

Ahhh. I better buck up nw
Or i will dieee badly :( :( :(
- Aww pls. Make me study uh.

STUDY STUDY STUDY D: D: D: !

2006-02-20T23:02:00.000+08:00

Went t Josephine's house t study for science after sch!
Ate Mac at Lot one & bought Tempura
Then bus-d t her bro's house at Yew Tee!
Saw Jie Qi on th bus (:
Basically studied till nine pm yeah (:
Watched Campus Superstar at th hosue too!
Went t7-11 t buy dinner laaaaa.
Instant noodles! :/

Adriano was lk sang sooo well laaaa!
OMG. Josephine said tht im crazy over him
& Yayyy he scored th highest. 22points! :D
Hahas :D
Im waiting for th results now laaaa!
Hope Adriano get in you know! :D
He rocks!! :D

Anyway I failed my Maths test laaaa 14/35.
I knew it i knew i wld fail laaaa
Realised tht theres careless mistake luh! -.-
& I dont know laaa
I hope i doesnt fail for cmt.
Yeah i mean who wld want t fail luh?! Lol.

Anyway I din had th time t go town t buy my hairclips laaa.
I think i shall go after cmt or on Saturday :/
Hmmm yeah!

& My hair rly sucks luh! -.-
My fringe's soooo flat!
Omgness -.- I cant stand my fringe luh
I hate it seriously
Grow hair grow pleaseeeee! ):

We had assembly today
WAs talking abt drug abuse & th penalty all this luh
Th person showed us th picture of a guy's butt who got canned
Damn gross can!
Walauuu :/ Cant stand it luh!
He said tht it looks lk Ba Gua laaaa
Wth! -.- I dont dare t eat them nxt yr alr laaaa
Its soooo digusting luh! :/

Waiting for Campus Superstar results laaa
Making me so excited abt it luh!
Grrrrrrrr.

Wont be updating much these few days due t cmt
Maybe a little only laaaa!

Im still waiting for th results..

2006-02-19T18:18:00.000+08:00

/Edited.

Walauuu :/
My fringe is so fking stupid luh!
Ahhhhh! i dont feel lk gng t sch tmr le laaaaa
How am i gng t go t sch w/ such fking ugly fringe?! omg :/
Tht friend of my mom's fault, all her fault laaa
Do what treatment t my fringe
Nw my fringe looks soooo damn ugly okayyyy!!
Its sooo flat & short!
I want my fringe t grow nw
I dont want it t be soooo short laaa!
Ahhhhh! wth luh! -.-
Can i just wear a visor/cap t sch tmr?!
Grrrrrrrr ):

& I lost my precious hairclip!
Yes tht hairclip! ):
I feel soooo argh w/o my tht hairclip on my hair laaa.
Nw ive gt t replace it with other hairclip! :/
Im gng t buy another same one tmr!
Yeaps by hook or by crook laaa ):
Soooo now im gng t study for Science
& head t town after sch t buy my hairclip okayyyy!

Theres revival round for Campus Superstar tmr
Rmb t vote for Adriano! (:
Yeah! Adriano rocks so much!
I dont want him t be out luh!
No one elso but Adriano! :D

I want t eat buns :D:D
Im hungry rly hungry!
Oh no! I forgot there's art tmr!
Gna do my art now alr laaaa
Grrrrrrr!
I hate Art man :/
Art sucks soooo much
Esp cus of _____.
- roll my eyes :/

<3

Oh yeah. Im back obviously -.-
Woke up at 10.30am today
Bathe & went t Jurong Regional Library t study.
Went w/ my brother!

Saw georgi, joanne & zongbin there -.-
It was lk so em ______.
Yeah! So we talk crap there luh!
Laugh lk mad & pple at th lib was lk looking at us.
Omg! So paiseh -.-

My brother & me was lk walking round th library t get th beanbags!
I was thinking of grabbing pples beanbag when they were away
Stupid joanne kp laughing at me lk dont know what luh!
& I tease her & said tht shes still as short as ever laaaa/
But I dont mean it! -.-
Zongbin was lk laughing madly away. Lol
& Ive realised smth
Zongbin's ribcage dont move when she breathes laaa
Or rather i should say she dont breathe laaa!
Aha! Hilarious.

Gng t cut my hair later
Meeting mom at Lot one!
Update later (:

2006-02-19T02:39:00.000+08:00

Watched Zodiac today w/ my brother! :D
Yeah its cartoon but nice laaaa (:
But I dont think th stories are true laaa!
Theres lk sooo many version of story luh!
Lk who care :/ Lol.

Ate KFC w/ brother
2 piece chicken meal! :D
Went t Natinal Library t read bks :/
Em show started at 4
Stayed in th library lk for 2 hours?!
Aha!
Long time never stay in th lbirary for sooo long alr!
Feels sooooo accomplished?!
Crap laaaa :/ Lol.

Anyway just finished this blogskin!
Hmmmm added new things & changed some things luh!
Will reply th previous tags in my next post (:

Oh yeah I think im going t study tmr
& go town t get mre hairclips :D:D
Ive just counted just now
Ive got 38 hairpins
& 39 hairclips :D:D

2 mre blogskins t go (:
Netball blog & Josephine's!

Sometime its irritating t hear pple laugh evily
I mean lk when youre in class & you hear someone laugh evily
You will lk feel so dontknowhowtdescribe!
- roll eyes!

It soudns so fake & everything luh!
I dont find it rly funny or what laaaaa
But rly it sounds very weird t me laaaaa
I just cant stand such evilish laughter!

I think after common test i want t go t th gym t train myself!
yeah find tht my physical fitness has deproved laaaa
I dont lk it, have t train hard too :D

I suddenly feel lk having a pet
Maybe terrapins? Yeaps!
Hmmmm hope there will be someone t give me laaaa.
Yeah two terrapins for my birthday are pretty weirdo
But I lk it (:
Yes small little cute terrapins!
Okayyyy my birthday are lk two months away :/
Aha!

2006-02-16T20:43:00.000+08:00

Maths test. Flunk! -.-
I think im gonna fail my test :/
Chien siew says tht shes gng t peer tutor me.
Aha!
My mind was lk totally blank when i saw th Maths paper.
Its lk im afraid tht i wld fail & i turn so nervous luh!
Hais ):
Maths sucks sooo much luh!
Omg!

Phew! I wasnt th emcee today for th public speaking session.
Demas decided t be th last minute.
If it was me today i dont know what i will say :/
Aha!
Anyway Demas did well being an emcee.
I sat at th chair t assist Demas in case anything happens!

Went for Netball General Meeting after sch!
Sec one juniors were lk so quiet!?
Its only th seniors who were talking laaaaa.
Making noise instead, Aha!
Wanted t order FBT shorts but decided not t.

Went t Lot one with Chiensiew, Xinyee, Aihua & Hweetian.
We went t take neoprints! :D
Yeaps! We took alot laaa!
Took once with Chiensiew & Xinyee.
Another with all.
Then individual,
Last but not least us Me & Xinyee laaaaa.
Lol. I lvoe all my neoprints.
Saw Zhigoon at th neoprints shop too!

I think tht its time for me t put those memories in th past laaaa.
No point pondering over it.
Maybe i will feel happier now!
Just hope tht everything remains th same lk this.
& Im happy enough alr laaa!

There will be half-day sch tmr!
Yayyy! > (:
But i still have t go for Npcc luh!
Spoil my day ):
I think im having a phobia going for tht now.
Dont know why!
Maybe its bcus of Rifle drills.
Pple there whom i dont even know at all.
Everything abt there laaaa.
I feel so weirdo luh!
But still, I have t go :/
Ahhhhhh!

All th best pple & bye (:

2006-02-15T22:21:00.000+08:00

Im th emcee for tmrs public speaking session -.-
Em I dont know what t say
But I dont think Demas shld give up luh!
So what if pple looks down on you
& Say tht you are not gd enough?
Prove t pple that they are wrong!
Why give up despite all th hardwork youve made luh!
Preparings all this! -.-

Anyway I failed my Lcp Promo. Test laaaa.
Everyone who have taken th test failed.
We aint taught how t fall in & fall out all this!
Then we din know tht we have t give commands.
They taught us all this last minute -.-
I was soo nervous when im giving th commands!
Ahhhhh! I must do well for th make-up Lcp Promo. Test!
I can do it & I must do it laaaa.

Chinese test today!
Okayyyy laaa.
Not th difficult but I dont think i will do well for it luh!

Chapter 7 Maths test tmr!
I cant afford t fail alr laaaaaa.
If not I have t go for Peer tutoring session -.-
I dont want luh!

Hahahahahahahas :D
Yesterdat was Valentine's day :D
I received Rose, Sweets & Tht Metal Ball Thingy.
But din rly had a niceeee Valentine's Day this yr luh!
Still prefered last yr! -.-
Dont know is last yr or th year before.
Celebrating with my group of friends tht time at Science Centre!
Lol. -.-

Omg. So late alr laaaaa.
Im lk still studying for tmrs test.
I hope i dont fail tmr laaaa.
I rly dont want t go for Peer Tutoring luh!

Study time! :D

2006-02-13T20:39:00.000+08:00

All of us were present for dinner just now.
All of us= family!
Me & my brother were talking abt npcc laaa.
Then my dad told us abt life in army & blah!
Super funny lo!
Laughed lk hell just now.
Its interesting t hear th stories lo!

After sch went t eat KFC with Kaijun!
Treat her t lunch laaaa.
She kinda funny lo!
Go toilet also want t hold th cushion.
She said later pple will steal it away.
Lk duh! Who wld want t steal tht laaaaa!
Hahahahahas :D Funny laaaa her!
Then accompany her t buy her stuffs,
Then bought her super big bear for her!
Walauuuu :/
Shes lk so fortunate laaaaa. Lol.
Then we went t take neoprints :D:D
My printer spoilt so cant scan lo!
Waiting for her t send me(:

Went t Kaijun's house watch tv & do hwk!
Chatted alot too (:
Nice chat okayyyy!
Long time never chat with her alr.
Yayy! I love my Bestie Kaijun laaaaa!
Then her dad ask me t stay for dinner.
Plus help her celebrate her birthday too!
But in th end never stay lo!
Went home at six plus.
She smsed just now tht she loved th bear very much!!
Aha!

Lcp Promo. Test tmr alr laaaa.
Im lk sooo nervous okayyyy.
Im scared tht i cant do all my drills well lo!
Eiks. & tmrs Valentine's day lo!
& Having Lcp Promo. Test spoils th mood laaa.
Omg. I woke Nizam up just now.
Was calling him t bring th kiwiblack for me t polish my boots!
Then he woke up lk -

niz: huh?
phy: you slping ar?
niz: yeah.
phy: tmr can bring th kiwibalck t sch?
niz: okayyy. i bring it tmr!
phy: sry t wake you up when youre slping.
niz: okayyyyy.
phy: bye!

& He hang up th phone.
Walauuuu :/
I feel sooo bad t wake him up from his sleep laaaaa!

Just now i went t take a look at my younger brother's journal.
I know i shldnt do tht but its lk curios laaa.
So i went t take a look laaaa.
I dint know i treated my brother so badly laaaa.
He feels tht hes so lonely at home.
Nobody t play with him.
Everyday come home do homework then slp!
Daily routine lo!
I lk never spend time with him!
Uh. I feel sooo sorry for him!
I dint know tht he feels so lonely in his heart actually.
Im sorry laaaaa, brother.

Ive decided t treat my brother better from now onwards.
I dont want him t feel that lo!
I rly feel so bad towards him or rather guilty towards him.
Sorry sorry sorry!

Love is always patient & kind
Love is never jealous
Love is not boastful or conceited
It is never rude & never seeks its own advantage
It does not take offence or store up grievances
Love does not rejoice at wrongdoings
But finds joy in th truth
It is always ready t make allowances
T trust t hope & t endure whatever comes
Love never comes to an end .

I just love this passage lo!.
I think its really meaningful & all.
Aha!

Theres PE tmr!
Yayy :D
I love PE so much laaa.

Anway, Happy birthday Kaijun (:

2006-02-12T22:57:00.000+08:00

So sickening okayyyyy!
I went all th way t Heeren t buy my Adidas bag
Then tell me out of stock alr! -.-
Idiot lo!
I bought a new Adidas shoebag instead!

Then i went t buy a new Billabong wallet!
Hahas! I lk it very much though its sort of weird laaa.
Then bought new hairclips too.
More hairclips :D:D
Aha!

Went back t Lot one t buy my new school shoes!
Saw someone & someone (:
Lol. They aint couple laaaaaaaaa.
Hahahahhas :D

Buy KFC Shrooms burger meal again for dinner!
I think im addicted t it laaaa.
Craving t eat th whipped potato!
Hahas :D

Okayyyyy laaaa.
Im gng t slp alr!

Goodnights!

2006-02-12T14:50:00.000+08:00

I woke up at 1.22pm today -.-
Long time never sleep till so late alr!
Feels so refreshed!

Yeah. Im gng t town later t buy my adidas bag
& Valentine's day gifts.
Hahahahas :D

& I find smth very funny.
Yes! Ridiculous i mean =x
When youre copying things from someone,
Or rather you ripped off things from pples blog,
Or copy th style of typing from pple.
You still dare t say:

layout done by ME .
never ripp of any of my skins .

Walauu :/
& Still ask pple not t copy their blog?
If thats your own style its okayyyy.
I find it sooo ridiculous lo!
Copied soo many things
& Still dare t say layout done by me!

Nvm. Forget it.
Its none of my business anyway.
I just find that ridiculous only.
If youre copying th way pples blog or what
Dont ever criticise on pple whos copy you.
Why cant pple copy since youre copying too!
-.-

Anyway im thinking whether t buy a new wallet laaaa.
Hehe. Mom sats tht ive alot of wallets alr!
Buy sooo many for what laaaa!
Couldnt decide -.-

Im looking forward t tmr!
Aha! :D
Gna bathe alr.

Update tonight.

2006-02-11T20:17:00.000+08:00

/Edited.

Ive just chatted with Adeline - my ex-official Cadet Inspector!
She encouraged me t work hard t get into th rifle team for National Day Parade.
She told me alot abt Npcc life
All th fun things they had.
Make me feel that Npcc is so much of fun tht ive thought.
I suddenly feel that i shld be more committed t Npcc.
I will work hard for th Npcc Annual Parade Guard-of-Honour.
Rly inspires me alot :D:D
Im now looking forward t th new generation of Npcc life in my nxt two years!
Hahahahas (:

& Yeap im feeling better now.
Not that stress anymore!
& Im hungry :/

Im craving for fooddd.
Hahahahahahas :D
Not funny at all :/ Nvm!

Anyway i gng do my hwk alr laaaa.

<3

> Brrrrrrrrrr.

Random title.
I dont know what t write :/
My blog is back!
Yeah, finally back hur.

Ive just came back frm Lot one.
Went t buy foolscap paper notebk & dinner!
Bought KFC Shrooms Burger Meal Takeaway.
I hardly went out t buy dinner.
Everytime instant noodle :/

Homework piling up lk mountains.
Feeling so stressed laaaa.
Common test coming alr!
In lk two wks time think :/

Npcc lance corporal test coming!
My drills are lk so lousyyyy.
& I still have t go Hq every fri for GOH trg.
Rifle drills -.-
Im a sectwo only i get t hold a real rifle!
Omgomgomg -.-
All of th GOH there knows rifle drills cus theyre upper sec.
Only me & th other seven.
I havent even passed my LCP Promo Test.
I havent even learnt th Baton Drills,
How can i afford t learn rifle drills?
Argh.
I dont fit t wear Number One Uniform.
Im not up t th standard yet! :/

As a Netball player,
I cant even play well.
-.-
I cant even play well as Goal Attack / Goal Keeper.
Yes, so what if im given th chance t play as Goal Attack.
I knew nothing abt it, I dont know what t do.
I cant even put in goals for th team -.-
I cant even get rebounds for th team,
I cant defend my Goal Shooter well.
All i did was Contact/Contact of ball/ Obstruction.
I get so blurrrrr on th court.
I cant even help much t my team.
Aihua & Chiensiew deserves t be a Defender more thn me!
I think i dont deserve t be a Bp sch team netballer.

We cant get into th 2nd round.
We got th 3rd for this round -.-
I dont know why.
We had work sooo hard for this tournament
Training under th hot sun.
Training even though its raining.
& Everything goes so wrong!
Our effort put in for th past few mths had gone down t th drain.
I thought tht im always tht strong,
But i was wrong!
I rly miss th times we used t train after sch enthusiastically.
I want everything t come back.

Im beginning t wonder if ive made th right choice.
Im so busy th whole wk, even on wkends i cant get t rest well.
Doing hwks & revising.
Everything sucks for me!
I tried very hard not t cry in frnt of anyone!
How long can i bear w it i rly dont know!

I think im breaking down soon -.-
I rly need a rest!
I want t go on a shopping spree laaaaa.
Yes, im gna go tmr.
I rly need t relax myself!
& Im gna complete all my hwk by hook or by crook today.

Goodbyes :D

2006-02-07T10:41:00.000+08:00

Im in th sch's com lab now :D
Updating what profile in th etalk :/
So lameeeeee!
Walauuuu.
Ask us do this kinda of thing lo!
Waste my time only.

Nearly aslp during lessons!
Very tireddddd after yesterday's trg.
Crapping with Josephine & Demas.
Eating marshmallows & sweets :D:D
& Keep me awake in class.
Hahas! I love my marshmallows & sweets.

Okayyyyyyy.
Gtg back cls alr!
Will post tonight when ive reached home.

Byes :D

2006-02-06T23:07:00.000+08:00

> Disappointed/ Sad.

Im just pondering over smth.
-.- I dont know.
Heck care laaaaaa.
I rly dont want t know abt anything alr.
Mayb im just sensitive all what.
But i feel very left out.
Not like what we used t be :/

I dont wish t hurt you anymore.
I rly know nothing.
Can i just like pretend lk nth had happen before?
I rly wished t go back t how we used t be.
Th happy time we had tgt.
Mayb ive neglected you all lately,
But im rly afraid t hurt you again.
I dont know laaaaaa.
I rly feel lk crying now lo! -.-

Sometimes when you lost smth impt in your life
Will you hate yourself for losing it
Or be overjoyed?
Bcos you dont have t take care of tht impt thing anymore?

If only i have a mirror
Which do not show th outer beauty
But show th inner beauty instead

If only pple do not judge someone by he/her appearance
& Insult tht person bcos he/she is fat/ugly/disfigure
If only everyone understand each other
& stop doing/saying things which are hurting

But th keyword here is..
If only

How I wished my if only may come true one day.

Science test today -.-
Flunked :/
Im rly working rly hard.
Trying & all.
But i rly cant do well.
In almost anything!
I cant give my best t everything i do.
I hate th feeling of this ):

I cant give my best t Npcc bcos of Netball.
I cant give my best t Netball bcos of Npcc.
I cant give my best t ____ bcos of ____.
I cant give my best t studies bcos of all th stress.

Everything got stress & pressure.
Npcc got stress & pressure.
Netball got stress & pressure.
Studies got stress & pressure.
Home got stress & pressure.

I rly try t overcome everything alr.
Ive tried my best alr -.-
Ive tried t face everything in a cheerful way.
Positive thinking!
I dont want pple t know tht im unhappy abt anything.
I dont want t hurt their feelings.
I dont want them t be sad.
I want them t be happy!
But end up im th one who is hurting myself.
Im th one whos th saddest -.-

This problem just solved.
Then here comes another problem.
Problem problem & problem!
Friendship problem,
Studies problem.
Everything also got problem laaaaaaa.
I think one day im th one whove got problem alr!

Walauuuu :/
I rly cant take it le laaaaaaa.
I need t refresh myself.
Argh.

2006-02-06T04:02:00.000+08:00

> Bp Npcc Unit got GOLD AWARD for UOPA

Kamielah ex-nco smsed me.
Bp Npcc Unit got GOLD AWARD for UOPA.
Utter disbelief :/
Its like so many in my sqd skipped np last yr
& We actually got Gold award!
Hahas, im still happy for it too :D
Hope they we get Gold award again this year ! (:

Ive just completed my Literature notes.
Shakespeare's 8 Plays :D
I cant believe its 50 pages on Microsoft word.
So looooong can :/
But i think its somehow very useful t me.

Yayyyyy! Mom decided t buy me a new sch bag(:
& Ive not bought my adidas sling yet. Argh!
No time t go town laaaaaa.
ive got alot of stuffs which ive not gotten them yet!
Adidas shorts, Billabong wallet, Beach pants, Nike shoebag!
Walauuuu :/
I never seems t have free time t go shopping lo!
Not t mention watch movie!
I want t catch geisha(:

Guess what?!
Anna have decided t take neoprints w me.
Oh hahas!
Pester her for soooo long she finally agreed t take with me!
So much of honour yeah, Anna?
I want t go shopping with Anna!
I bet im th only one buying things instead of both of us :D

Notice ive put a smiley face beside some of my links?
Hahas(:
Yeah, those are my sweeties!
& Those with <3 Besties!
All th Netball girls!
Except for Wailing :D
She requested upon t put <3 beside her name (:

Walauuuu :/
Theres Chemistry & History tmr.
I dont want t have Chemistry & History
Its just a waste of time attending this two lessons!
Imagine, two hours wasted :/
Argh!
I want Ms chew t teach us Chemistry,
I want Ms trina tay t teach us History.
History lessons are just sooo boring w/o Ms tay!

I want t buy hairclips tmr :D
Adding hairclips t my collection!
Im gonna get mre hairclips.
Maybe buying my Nike shoebag tmr too :D
Aha!

I feel like thin-ning & layering my hair.
Its still soooooo think & i dont like it.
Zhigoon, time t cut hair tgt alr!
Hahas(:

Omgomgomg,
Its midnight alr.
Shall go slp now.
Goodnights :D:D

Byes.

2006-02-03T20:50:00.000+08:00

> Marshmallows are my fav.!

Ive jus eaten marshmallows(:
Mini marshmallows :D:D
Yumyum.
Had chicken rice for dinner.
Chicken plus white rice & soup!
But th chicken is not nice at all :/
Prefer duck meat, not so fattening!

Had ipw today, argh!
We are supposed t pass our own paper around,
then let everyone in th class write positive/negative comments abt yourself!
Wa lau. Dont know which idiot wrote that im useless okayyyyy?
So lameeee :/

Most of my positive comments are-
Sporty, creative, participate actively in activities. Good IT Skills.
Good team-spirit, Good leadership qualities.

Negative comments-
Selfish, Bossy, Proud, Attitude Problem!!

Chemistry lesson.
got back our test papers.
Ive did badly for my test, 6/10.
Dont even understand what th tcher is talking abt okayyyyy.
I wld rather study my ownself better than wasting time!

Went t IT-rex for history lesson.
Watched a video, interesting though(:
Closed my eyes & rest for awhile,
Buy my ears are listening okayyyyyyy!
Im not sleeping.

Went for self-trg today.
Put in 180 shots again today.
Okayyyyyy la.
I trained as Goal-keeper/attack today.
Switched position after each :/
End up im like soooooo tireddddd.
Did half-court, one-third court, beat th ball & box too(:

Anna came back t sch.
But cant accompany her much bcos she left early for tution.
Accompany kelly in sch for ahilw then went home alr :/
Very tireddddddd):

Mom, dad & bro went t watch Inotstupidtoo :D:D
Im alone at home now :/
Tv, here i come!

Byes.

2006-02-02T16:07:00.000+08:00

/Edited.

so pissed off now):
my mom went t see my neoprints w/o my permission!
so what if its on th table okayyyyy.
that doesnt give her th right t look at my stuffs!
argh :/

had duck noodles for dinner!
quite nice laaa(:
except that its so spicyyyy.
just had jackfruit-icecream too(:
yum yum :D:D

anyway, ive found something interesting(:

a true friend,
accepts you as you are
believes in "you"
calls you just t say "HI"
doesnt give up on you
envisions th whole of you (even the unfinished parts)
forgives your mistakes
gives unconditionally
helps you
invites you over
just "be" with you
keeps you close at heart
loves you for who you are
makes a difference in your life
never judges you
offers support
picks you up
quiets your fears
raises your spirits
says nice things abt you
tells you th truth when you need t hear it
understands you
values you
walks beside you
x-plain things you dont understand
yells when you wont listen and
zaps you back t reality.

hahas(;
random.

frankly speaking,
i feel that im so ~~blessed~~ fortunate now.
i have my Besties around me.
i have th netball girls around me.
i have th netball seniors around me.
i have my seniors around me.
i have great friends around me.
i have my parents around me.

theyre my ice-kacang in th tropical heat!
th joys that we once shared,
the laughter which we hold so dear.
i think thats enough for me alr.
with them around, i will soooo happy now(:
:D:D:D
i should just be contented(:

i despise smokers!
im an anti-smoker(:
pls, dont ever smoke in front of me,
if youre my friend :/
i dont know what i will do!

okayyyyyyyyyy.
byes.

> I want my sleeeep!!

im so tireddddd in class today(:
slept during english lesson & homework period :/
dont know why today so tired!
ms chiang dint come today again.
no science again :/

limjunsheng came t check th classrm during homework period.
everyone ran back t their own seats when wanting shouted "limjunsheng is here!"
damn funny :/
then all picked up th litters on th floor, empty th dustbin!
when he came in all was so quiet & he left :/
& once again, th class is noisy again!

i was smsing with wt in th class.
hahahahas(: she was just next t me!

phy: hahas(: wake up laaaa. dont sleeep!
wt: lol. i where got sleep?
phy: got lo! youre sleeping just now okayyyyyy. i saw it!
wt: lol. was trying to sleep, but i dont feel sleepy at all.
phy: me too! i was trying t sleep but cant fall asleep. disturb cj & wake her up if shes sleeping later!

yeaps, cjane was sleeping during reading period,
& i was smsing wt during reading period!
damn boring!

ohyah, everytime i see hongxun, i will get very excited,
& say "long time no see hongxun!"
hahahahas(:
lameeeeeeeeeee :/

oh vivien, dont take what chunyueh have said t heart okayyyyy.
dont bother abt him! hes always like that(:
cannot cry! vivien cry not pretty alr! :D:D
relax! dont care abt what heve siad okayyyyyyyy!

went t shoot aft school. 180 shots were alr laaa today.
sweating profusely & im wearing my sch uni :/
end up my sch uni sooo stinky now!
& ive not bathe not okayyyyy.
yucks! so stinky ):

okayyyyy.
goodbyes(:
off t bathe alr!

2006-02-01T17:50:00.000+08:00

sch's alr today (:
ms chiang din come todayyy!
no chemistry :/
kaijun, huijin, demas, benben, joyce & jefferson came t my hse.
played poker cards :/
at first we din gambled bcos of certain reasons.
but in th end still gambled!

blah :/
ive lost five bucks i think.
kaijun won th most, almost ten bucks!
im jealous!
but i want huijin t be th banker.
whenever shes th banker,
i will win :D:D
but then end up still losing also!
:/

just went t meet zhigoon!
actually wanted t go lot one.
she last minute got something on went back for awhile!
meeting her later!

i find something very funny.
whenever theres mrs angela ong's lesson,
i will want t go t th toilet!
she must be wandering why im always going t th toilet :/
hahahahas :D

goodbyes(:

2006-01-31T23:34:00.000+08:00

/Edited.

i miss limweiting & anna.
i think theyre back now.
theres sch tmr!

i miss th netball girls <33
like how many days din get t see you girls,
im missing our trainings!
cya girls tmr!

byes.

i enjoyed today :D:D
woke up at twelve plus.
auntie lynn & her family came t my hse (:
i haven bathe yet & i looked so ugly with my ugly hair!
luckily th little kids went t my bro's rm t play.
if not my rm will be sooooo full of little kids.
oh nicky is one of them!!

one plus went out t meet huijin & wanting.
met kesin on th bus,
saw rowena, keyi, jessica & eline at control station too(:

huijin was standing along there looking at me.
oooh too bad! i din wear my specs,
din notice her standing there.
after awhile then saw her.
thats me w/o specs!

waited for wanting till two thirty-five which agreed t meet at two!
we called her at two-oh-four,
she siad that shes reaching soon.
we called at two twenty,
she replied that shes rly reaching soon!
till two thirty-five then she reached.
her oh-im-reaching-soon very looooooooong okayyyyyyyyy! :/

i went t buy tempura & tht person gave me a packet of angpows!
yummy(:
went t shop at lot one while waiting for crystal.
actually wanted t go town :/
but then not enough time as benjamin was calling
& asking us t go t th party faster!
i was like shopping halfway hello?!?

took neoprints with wanting, huijin & crystal :D:D
hmmmmmmm ive bought-
th colorful hairpins, th star-shaped hair-clips, a pink plus white stripes visor,
colorful rubberbands, a green niceeee ring, green nailpolish, handphone accessories,
football jersey keychain, small heart-shaped box, purple shoelaces,
two niceeee boxes, marshmallows & lollipops!
all small cuteeeee staffs :D:D

went t cjane's party at palm garden!
well, boring i shld say (:
hey, cjane! you din entertained us & made us feel bored.
ate a few hotdogs & frenchfries,
shared th chicken wings with aisyah(206)
& drank a cup of coke!
blah :/

went t lot one with-
wanting, huijin, christine hoo, aisyah & herianti(dont know how t spell!)
bought sushi at ntuc (:
actually wanted t eat at sakae sushi but in th end queue too long!
went t ntuc buy sushis & went t food court t eat.

went up t mrethanwords saw rowena they all,
then took neoprints with them
while wanting they all left alr!
took twice, theyre sooooo nice.
i love th neopritns ive taken today(:

hahas(:
then rush home t eat steamboat
my aunt & cousins came t my hse.
okayyyyyy.
im tired alr
jus finished packing my rm :/

goodbyes(:

2006-01-31T13:32:00.000+08:00

> NICKY!!

nicky is damn cuteeeeeeeee! (:

nicky!

hes soooooo cuteeeee :D:D:D

im going out t town!
hahahas(:

goodbyes(:

2006-01-30T00:08:00.000+08:00

> CNY

me, my cousins & bro (:

th big family photo?!? obviously :/

georgina & me(:

we are lying on the bed.

say hi t winnie th pooh!

my cousin & bro.

my popo, auntie & mom!

th baby(: isnt he cuteeeeeeeee rights?

my little cousin! th end.

ive received ang pows!! (:
woke up early in th morning,
went t ahma hse, steamboat for lunch! (:
th same as last night. nothing special :/
waited for georgi t come,
then watched ghost movie in th air-con rm.
fell asleep halfway thru laaaa.
dont find th movie niceeee though.
so boring! :/

took big family photos!
& took photos with georgi & cousins.
actually wanted t go t tiong bahru plaza t take neoprints.
but mom say that th neoprints club wasnt opened.
in th end we dint go :/
watched them played mahjong while we watched tv.
chatted with auntie & cousins for awhile.

then went t popo hse.
steamboat again (:
this time it was nice, i enjoyed it.
i mean i prefered th feeling at popo's hse.
though it was somehow very crowded.
food was good too :D:D:D
boo :/ dint take big family photo this time.

went t dont know who's hse.
i think its my mom's cousin hse.
new- born baby sooooo cuteeeeeeeee (:
i wanted t carry him but mom dont allow!
afraid that i might drop th baby?!?
arghs :/
th baby is rly very cute! 3mths old only.
whees(:

eleven plus went home.
took uncle's lorry home!
sat behind & th wind was soooooo breezy.
my hair went flying arnd :/
like dont know what?!?
but its sooooooooo cooling sitting behind.

ohhhh btw.
many relatives asked me why im so tanned!
did i go for swimming lesson?!?
oh wth lor!
then my mom told them that ,
i got punished by tchers & have t stand under th sun!
lame rights? :/
blah, up t her.

lost my comb ):
arghs.
gonna buy another new one!
ive alot of combs at home alr laaaaa.
but i still feel like buying.
yeaps(:
i want t buy hair-clips too(:
hahas!

btw. ive uploaded th photos taken today.
check it out under snap-shots! (:

okayyyyyyyyyy.
goodnights & byes(:

:D:D:D

2006-01-28T23:32:00.000+08:00

Tag Replies

Hey: yeah, i know its wrong t cheat in class. but theres some things which you do not know. hmmmm in this case, i think youre not in th position t comment on anything yeah?

Benjamin: hahas(: dictionary.com sounds stupid? why? i rly think that th definition is true you know. hahas! oh youre gonna coach me in English? i dont mind if you dont mind too(: but i dont know when i have th time you know! if you dont mind lending those history notes t me, of cos i wont mind. future Daimler Chrysler, the future NEW WATER PLANT MANAGER, and your future SHADOW? errrrrr. anyway, ive responded t your tags alr. & thanks for tagging on my tb! yeah, i must be grateful t you har! :D:D:D long tag replies too rights?

Demas: yeah! keep that in mind okayyyy. we wont repeat those mistakes again. & i think theres a misunderstanding between you & vivien har. about th anon thing. hahas(: of cos ive realised my mistake, & you too yeah? when i need your help, i will go look for you. dont worry(:

Vivien: hahas(: i dont hate 203 now larrrr. relax girl(: cant believe you actually called me & counselled me arrrrr. youre a niceeeeeeeee friend of mine. hahas! & i think theres a misunderstanding between you & demas only larrrr. dont get so fed up okayyyyyy.

Janelee: hahas(: thanks girl. & we shall keep that secret okayyyyyy. i dont blame you anymore alr. smile always i will (:

Chiensiew: yeaps yeaps! i will improve on my studies for this common test. i will work hard for it. youre rly a great friend t me. nowadays, when im down or feelign upset, youre always by my side encouraging me. i rly must thanks you. i will cheerup & happy new year t you too:D:D:D thanks very much, Chiensiew!

Nadia: yeah, i will JIA YOU for th matches okayyyy. dont worry abt me. you rock too(:

Kamielah: i miss you alot too(: eversince you guys graduated, i dint see you all at all. or i shall say ever since you guys pass out of npcc, i hardly see you guys in school. so miss you guys. thise memorable times in npcc. i hope that i can turn back th clock t th first time we knew each other in npcc. i love my ex-ncos!! you guys rock so much(: gave us th memorable memories during our first year in npcc. Come back often & visit us okayyyyy? & thanks for th advices! hahas:D:D:D

*******: thanks very much (: happy new year t you! thanks for tagging too.

Xinfang: i will cheer up okayyyy! you stay happy too(: hahas, happy new year! i love you too :D:D:D cya in sch when sch reopens.

Anna: yeah! its fun at my house. see lah! never listen t what my mom is talking t you. ended up eating that wasabi nuts. funny lo! & sorry t cause you t be late for tution horrrrrrr! & youre running so slow! you said that lor. you said you want t put ilovephyllis.blogspot.com! hahas(: he wont okayyyy! take care! i shall go t your house next time. hahas(:

Kaijun: okayyyyyy. i will look at th bright side. anyway, thanks for everything. i will be positive.

Aihua: Okayyyyyy i will smile. Sad face makes me ugly rights? hahas! :D:D:D

Jieqi: yoyoyoyo (: nvm laaaaa. i will put those unhappy memories back & start a new year ahead yeah? cya in school when sch reopens. hahaahs!

Josephine: yeah, we shall put th past behind & start a new year ahead. hope we can be rly good friends okayyyyy. take care!

Ezzati: thanks for tagging! best wished t you too(: hahas!

HAPPY CHINESE YEAR, PEOPLE! :D:D:D

2006-01-28T21:29:00.000+08:00

> Happy birthday, Daryl (:

Chinese New Year is tomorrow!

its my brother's birthday today!
so niceeeeee, birthday falls on chinese new yr eve.
blackcurrent cake(:
i love it(: i love t eat cakes!
but im not in th good mood t eat cake today.
one slice is enough for me today :/

happy birthday, my brother(:

my family photo, hahas!

th tee-shirt i bought for my brother.

my half-eaten cake (:

i dont like this year's reunion dinner.
soooo dont have th feeling of chinese new year.
my cousins working,
my mom sick):
they dint turn up for th dinner.
then th whole house was like?!?
no feeling of having chinese new year at all.
soooooooo quiet :/
hmmmmmm.
not at all like reunion dinner!

i want t go town!
i miss towning(:
i miss taking neoprints in town!
blah :/
i miss taking neoprints!!
i want t go town t get my adidas bag,
& take neoprints :D:D:D

i want t buy sneakers,
but i dont know what color t buy.
which sneakers t buy :/

im thinking whether t go for cjane's party.
hmmmmmm sounds fun but im afraid im too tired :/
blah, then should i or should i not go?
if im going, wan ting is going.
i shalla sk josephine t go if im going too(:
more people more fun! hahas :D:D:D

going t bathe now.
stinks so much!
eiyerrrrrrrr.

2006-01-28T00:58:00.000+08:00

> Celebration sucks today!! ):

sch's celebration sucks today.
it totally sucks):
nothing rly interests me except th dance.
at least its better than th others okayyy!
th seniors came back today(:
i saw estella & some of my ex-ncos.
& stella anqi valerie too(:

half of th day spoilt my mr.tan):
shouted at us bcos of those group of 'stupid' students he claimed,
& detent us in th hall & nagged.
like as if its our business.

anna came back (:
went t play basketball with hmmmmm,
weiting, clara, wailing, anna,
rowena, keyi, sandy, jingyan, jessica blah :/
kinda fun, but i had stomach cramps.
started from muscle pain due t pe lesson ystd.
then cant laugh much or exercise much.
ended up having sort of muscle cramps again :/
damn pain!! ):

anna came t my hse after playing.
my mom offered her wasabi nuts,
& told her its spicy.
stupid anna went nodding her head & ate up th wasabi nuts.
choked herself after that bcos of th smell :/
super funny.
& anna wanted t create a blog,
ilovephyllis.blogspot.com
she said that shw wanted t put it like this.
but too bad in th end she dint create one.

omgomgomg.
i caused anna t be late for tution.
her tution at pasir panjang & we left my hse at four,
when her tution is supposed t be at four-thirty!
sorry anna laaaa hor! :/

went t meet shawn & went t jimson's hse.
take a nap at jimson's hse & slept on his sofa.
his hse is super stuffy :/
cant imagine its like never switch on th fan,
windows closed!
omgness. then went t meet yongzhi & weipeng.
went t queensway shopping centre.
ate mac! (:
ive bought four/five pairs of earrings,
two packets of earsticks,
& a top for my bro.
saw jiale they all at queensway too(:

i saw georginang, joannechua & engdesheng at th bus-stop today(:
theyre meeting up with chuyong & others t watch inotstupidtoo.
im not informed okayyyyyy.
anyway ive watched th movie before.
no point watching again!

i saw someone whom looks super like mr.neo at queensway.
jimson bluffed me that it was mr.eno & i ended up avoiding that person.
wth :/ luckily yongzhi told me lor!
yongzhi agrees that ms chiang talks like a machine guns.
ms chiang also teaches his class & he also cant understand what shes talking abt.
hahas! (:

& my ex-nco kamielah, actually tagged my blog! (:
whees :D:D:D
she makes me think of th fun we used t have in npcc last yr.
i mean like i rly miss th fun & th everything.
this yr's nco em.
abit too ____.
i dont know how t describe.
i still prefer last yr's ncos.
theyre super niceeeeeee :D:D:D
i love them!

& i think that not many people know that im in both npcc & netball.
both rocks my world (:
though im always sticking arnd with th netball girls,
but i still love npcc alot too.
as much as its used t be.
it holds th same impt position in my heart(:
i rly love npcc & netball okayyyyyy!

anyway, ive decided t let everything go.
maybe i should not insist on my thinking or what laaaaa :/
shall start everything new since its new year's eve today.
yeah, ive forgiven you alr kaijun, but i also hope you will forgive me too(:
thanks janelee too. well, afterall youre still a good friend!

hmmmmmmm josephine.
maybe i should rly let everything off.
since its alr in th past. i shant think of them anymore.
if you rly mean what youve said.
ive chosen t believe what youve said this time.
may we be good friends once again okayyyyyyyy(:

& thanks demas & benjamin.
thanks for helping meeeeeeee :/

anyway, anna is flying t hongkong tmr!
takecare anna (:

* heibaipei is super niceeeee(: go get it!

goodbyes (:

2006-01-24T23:29:00.000+08:00

pffffffts laa :/
^$&*%#&#
asss man!
i sooooooo hate my class now :/

yeah, so what if we cheated in th test?
just a small minor test only okays?!?
& dont tell me you all dint cheated in any test before?
not even peeping at other people's paper?
even if you dare to say,
i wont believe either.
seriously, so what if we rly did cheated in th test?
we admited that its our wrongdoings t cheat in th test,
weve alr told mr.neo that we cheated in th test.
at most we retake th test or minus marks laaa :/
as if im afraid or what?!?

or you all care is fairness.
you all think that its rly unfair t you all.
bcos you all studied so hard for it,
but we dint studied so hard for it, yet we scored high.
thats selfish thinking okayyyyyy :/

you all are obssessed over your studies.
but all of your character sucks like hell.
attitude sucks.
everything sucks except studies, for you all.
you all look down upon people whos weak in studies than you all.
you think that we are a bunch of slackers :/
a bunch of slackers who cheated in test.
thats what youall think of us.
or maybe not others, meeeee!
i dont mind it okays?
i dont care about how you all think abt me,
bcos i know that im better than you all.

when we are grouping for project works,
you all group with people who dont slack whom you get along with
& all sort of nonsense :/
beating abt th bush,
it still means that you all are selfish peoples.
you all wanted t score well only.
all of you are thinking of scoring well,
but you dint think of others,
spare a thought for others.
fineeeeeeee lo!
i dont want t do projects with selfish bunch of peoples.

so what if i cant take out time for my project meetings?!?
at least i tried my best alr.
you think many people is as free as you all.
slacking ccas, sitting there play th instruments or what in th air-con rm?
i will try to make up for my absence for th meetings.
at least th final product which i did t makeup for my absence,
is much more better than you people okays.
yessssss, i swear that i will never ever group up with you people.

i know you all dont like meeeee.
fineeeee, as if i like you all like that.
so what if youre rly good in your studies?
you people sucks in your sports.
no sportsmanship :/
what did you all do everytime in pe?
whn vivien, aihua & me ask you all t group yourself.
we gave you all odd&even numbers.
but end up odd numbers are like alot more than half a class.
even only a few?!?
you think i dumb or what ar?
dont know how t count ar?
dont want play with me then say laaaa :/
cos people like you are afraid of losing t me.
you all think that im always winning & its not fun.
youre wrong okays.
i treated every pe lesson seriously.
i dont slack during pe lessons too.
i tried my best t do well & win every game.
all you all did what t stand there did nothing.
for what lo?!?
might as well dont come for pe lessons laaaa.
so afraid of losing t me, why not try t win me?!?
instead of avoiding t play with me.

& you people's character sucks.
you all betray your friends,
backstab people,
such a hypocrite.
you all despise people who are weak in subject & think that we are slacking.
you people are no difference t a nerd okay.
t me you all mean nothing t me.
you think you people are great,
teachers' favourite pets, like mr.neo's?!?
so what? you people are his pet bcos you all had good results.
but he dint know th dark side of you people.
eeeeikkkkks :/ thinking of you people makes me puke okays.
i totally look down on you people!
though im not as good as you all in studies,
but at least im now making th effort t study hard alr.
but you people treated me like what?!?
only demas, kaijun, aihua, chiensiew & vivien bothers t help me in my studies.
esp demas & kaijun(:
i must rly thanks them.
demas rly helps me alot in my maths.
he dont despise me okay.
wauuuu lauuuu :/
i hate you people alot man.

& josephinenghuimin.
i hope you gets t see this.
from last yr till now,
i now that you hate me alot.
you think that i betray & backstab you in th beginning of th yr.
i dint okays!
ask vivien i rly dint.
yesssss, im th one who told vivien abt what you said.
but thats bcos vivien ask abt it.
if not you think i will tell.
i actually helped t put good words for you too(:
thinking that youre a niceeeeee friend.
but you think that i backstab & betray you?

definition of betray:
t give aid or information to an enemy of; commit treason against

definition of backstab:
t attack (someone) unfairly, especially in an underhand, deceitful manner

i dint do that okays!
instead, you actually acted in frnt of me, blah :/
& what did you tell vivien?!?
saying that youve finally seen my true colors?
true colors of betraying & backstabing you.
pleaseeeee lo, get things right okays.
vivien called me in th middle of th night & talked t me.
she told me that she was stressed abt being a class chairman.
she asked me whether shes doing a good job or what?!?
& ask me if i rly objects abt she being th chairperson.
i did tell her i mind in th beginning.
but, that was on th selection day only.
she was a changed person after being elected as chairperson.
she was afraid that she did not did a good job,
or afraid that people might not be happy with her.
so she asked me abt it,
& she asked abt you.
thats why i told her.
i did not purposely try t bad-mouth you or what?!?
i even told her that youre a niceeeeee friend :/
dont believe you ask vivien.

since that incident,
i know you hateeeeeee me alot okays.
but you dont nid t act in frnt of me.
bcos i know it.
you acted that youre so niceeeeee t me.
like a rly good friend of mineeee.
then when i trusted you,
i tell you my secrets,
you will tell other people abt it,
& you even betrays me okay.
i know it but i dint want t say it.
you were trying t spoil th friendship between me & wanting.
you bad-mouthed me in frnt of her.
saying all sorts of rubbish.

i rly treated you as my rly good friend.
bcos you lemme have th feeling of a good friend.
i trusted you alot.
everytime when i knew that you betray & bad-mouthed you,
i wanted t be angry with you but i cant.
i still trusted you alot.
but once & again, youve make me sooooo disappointed.
youre just making use of me okays :/
i know you dont want t sit with me.
bcos you have no partner, so you chose t sit with me.
crystal is with huijin,
kaijun is with janelee.
so you had no choiceeeeee.
wauuu lauuuu :/
stop being so hypocrite lo.
if you dont like meeeee,
then dont bother t gain my trust,
or act as if you like me very much,
youre my good friend or what lo!
i rly hate it i hate being like this.
you people will never understands how i feel.

all you people think that im not serious in studies.
i focused only on my ccas & blah :/
but did you all rly know me well t rly comment on me?!?
when i needed people t help me with my homework,
where are you people? busy doing your homework :/
asking me not t bother abt you people.
only demas bothers t take his time out t teach me even when he's busy.
you all think that my schedule is soooo packed,
that i dont have time for my homeworks or projects :/
youre wrong okays.
when i can make it, i will definitely go for it.
when i rly cant, i will try t make up for it.
ive done my best for my every single project.
everybody thinks that i only focused on my ccas.
i neglected two-oh-three's friends & go with netball girls.
but do you all know how i rly feel?!?
you people are th ones who make me dislike you okays.
i feel so uncomfortable with nerds (yessssss, you people!)
i cant get along with you people.
you people cant keep secrets.
you people befriend people who are good in studies.
you people despise people whore weak in studies.
you people blames everthing t your friend when you all cant do well.
you people are totally mad & obssessed over studies,
till you people neglected my feelings okay.
i feel so uncomfortable going out with you people.
always talking abt studies blah :/

whereas with netball girls,
they dont.
we people come from different class,
but we share th common interest.
we love netball, we love sports(:
we work as a team, we strive hard as a team.
we train as a team, we brave thru everything tgt.
so what if weiting they all comes from 2A?!?
it doesnt matter t me okays.
theyre true friends t me.
if they need help in their homework,
i will help them.
like once weiting dint know how t do her chi compo,
i helped her.
but did you all?
all you all did was you own results, studies?!?
i hate you all.
you all dont even care abt my feelings at all.
you all treated me like rubbish.

i only love th netball girls & some other friends.
maybe some in th class, but a minority only.
i love my netball seniors too(:
once again, i rly feel hurt.
i hate two-oh-three :/
you all gave me th scariest & darkest nightmare ive ever had.
i wld rather you all leave me alone now :/

an echo fades into the night,
an eerie mournful sound.
a shooting star disappears from sight,
& i crumble t th ground.
there is no life within this garden;
my sobs are th only sound.

dazed, i stare at th stars above,
my grieving howls fill the night!
unintended betrayal of friendship
has hidden you from my sight.
i remember how it used t be
when we shared our fears and delights.
you are a treasured friend to me.
how can I make things right?

feeling afraid, cold and lonely,
i long to tell you how i feel,
but you dont want t hear me.
th pain for you is much too real.
should i back away and build a wall
and block away how i feel?
or, should i give you a call?
we all need some time t heal.

an echo fades into th night
as our friendship disappears.
how do i know what is right?
how can i ease my fears?
if I do call you again,
would th old wounds reappear?

2006-01-23T21:59:00.000+08:00

im feeling tiredddddd
okay :/

just had my dinner at sunshine place(:
hmmmm, what did i eat?!?
omgomgomg ive forgotten.
pig organ soup :/
sounds disgusting but niceeeeeeee :D
yeah, i love it!
yummmm :D:D:D

i went t shop&save t buy drinks & alot of sweets.
wanted t buy chocolates but someone don allow me t eat chocolates :/
bcos im still having sore throat!
so i bought gummies, mentos, kopiko & fruitplus.
a bottle of grassower, newspaper & seventeen(:
reached home quite lateeee today :/
& im rly tired!

i hate chemistry lesson!?! > (:
i mean i rly don understand what ms chiang is talking abt lor.
& ms melissa lim too :/
i think i gonna flunk in this two subjects okay?
wthwthwth ):
maths still alr now.
not as bad as before hur.

theres chinese idiom test tmr!
& its like so " lameeeee chop" lor!
okays, so lame, so cooool, whatever la!
i mean for what test us on chiense idioms?!?
its like as though we will rly use them when were talking or writing?
blah :/
had lessons with two-oh-four today!
that rainbow tcher!
actually shes niceeeeeeee la, teach us alot of new things.
& im called "huang zi",
xinyee " shen zi" ,
aihua " chen zi " ,
chiensiew " li zi" ,
its stupid & lameeeee :/
i thought of it during th lesson.

that anon,
im 100% sure its not demaskohshengwei.
th way of typing is totally different,
& demas aint that uncivilised t use "fuck" .
though he scolds bitch, but i believe its not him.

& stupid demaskohshengwei cheated me ystd :/
smsed me rubbish!

demas: transfering of class success. goodbye two-oh-three!
phy: hur?!?
demas: obviously im transfering class!?!
phy: why?
demas: im dropping hmt :/
phy: why?!?
demas: no laaaa, joking only.

%#&*
wauuu lauuuu, assss lo :/
cheated me like this ):

i love chiensiew!!
i talked t her abt my troubles today :D
she gave me advices & asked me not t think too much.
somehow enlighted me :D:D:D
aha!

snrs' match against juying sec. 62- 0 :/
i love my snrs!
no laaaa, its jus that theyre far t lousy compared t snrs :D
& jieqi & jiaying said they were superb funny (:
lots of funny & cute comments :/
tmr our match alr.
i hope we will win & it wont rain (:
good luck & jiayou c'div girls <333

thinking of making a new blogskin but not now!
im tireddddd
yawnnnnnnnnnnn:/
):

2006-01-23T12:36:00.000+08:00

/Edited

> milo rocks (: gimme my milo!

ive deleted th other parts.
i sounded so mean :/
fever was okays alr!
its 37.8 now, yayy.
i will be able t go t sch tmr (:

pork porridge, my dinner!
i have a sudden craving for pork porridge(:
its uber nice!
& milomilomilo!
i drank 3 packets of milo in a meal!
aha!

my chemistry is atrocious.
Oh yes wait, veryyyyyyyyyy atrocious.
i dont know how t do la.
dont know what cham cham bo is talking abt :/
talk shit, rubbish!
& somemore shes giving us test often.
wthwthwth :/
must buck up alr lo.

seniors' match tmr!
must JIAYOU wor.
BP WHOOSH!

hey, bitch!
im sorry that i dint fuck with my ex bf,
bcos i dint had one in th first place.
& im not as uncivilised as you t do that.
maybe im a bitch t you,
or i shld say even if im a bitch,
but im not a slut okay?
or are you one?

definition of slut:
a woman considered sexually promiscuous.
a woman prostitute.

pls know your vocab well before you scold me!
im so sorry t disappoint you,
if th replies are not what you want!

/

im sooooooo sick! ):
having fever & headache,
non- stop running nose,
& sore throat th worst ):
feels supersuper terrible :/
$%#%#$^

friday's match against kranjisec postponed again :/
it rained & stopped,
rained & stopped.
end up still postponed!
wthwthwth.
we have got two matches postponed alr.
i thought th monsoon season is over alr?!?

yesterday morning went t watch seniors' match against teckwhyesec.
yayy, seniors thrashed techwhyesec, 37-9 .
i love my seniors (:
then went bck t sch t keep th balls,
& chatted awhile at th platform with seniors,
then went t lot one t have our lunch.
din eat much as im having sore throat.
thn sat there chatted & chatted.
went home after that.

kaijun & demas they all were supposed t come t my hse,
but i wasnt feel well,
having headache & so they din come.
i feel so cooooooooldddd th whole day :/
arghs.

& im planning t go out today :/
i want go buy my red adidas bag,
everything went so screwed up this few days :/
& there goes my outing!

i accidentally overheard smth in ______.
i rly breaks my heart t know that.
youre one of my greatest friend,
one which ive cherished so much,
i don know what t say,
im sort of disappoint with you!
if you don like me,
just tell me!
don need t act so much.
i hope that ive heard it wrongly :/
youve rly hurt me deep in my heart.

2006-01-18T20:59:00.000+08:00

/Edited

my auntie came t my hse just now,
chatted with her :D:D:D
encouraged me in my tournament,
& studies of cos (:
i love my auntie!

anyway, ive finished my homework alr.
maths i think only :/
left my chiense newpaper in sch.
cant do my newspaper article!
wth :/

tmr going t wtach th i not stupid 2 aft ach.
im looking forward t it.
many teachers commended tht its super nice!
shawnleechuangrui rocks (:
in th movie i mean :D:D:D

seniors, tmr must JIAYOU for your match okays?
if you believe you can do it,
you can do it.
have confidence in yourself!
& just like what wanying says,
stomp in th court & win th match :D:D
we fear no one (:

i want t buy that red adidas slingbag/ green one maybe :/
i love that bag!
& maybe im changing my wallet too (:
feel like buying a billabong one or adidas one.
see first :/
havent decide which one t buy yet, argh.

& now ive a sudden craving of eating sweets!
ohhh sweeeeets, whr are you?!?
come t me quickly
:/:/:/
im lame i know (:

goodbyes, nights :)

hmmmmmm im dead beat alr.
after this few days of rushing & exciting days!
im rly super super tired :/:/
since sch reopens, ive never had a good rest day.
yawnnnnn :/

didnt had netball match today,
raining heavily while we were doing our ball work :/
stupidstupidstupid.
sat there for half an hr doing nothing, i was dreaming :D:D:D
took photos using clara's handphone,
& i piggy-back weiting today :)
not as in rly piggyback la, i nearly fell down from th stairs.
i slept on th bus on th way back to school.

yayyy, anna came back t bpghs :D:D:D
long time never see her alr.
played basketball tgt with,
sharlyn, wei ting, clara, anna, wailing & li pui.
no rules basketball game :/:/:/
snatching & hugging each other!
hahahas! super fun :D:D:D
then me & anna sprayed water on each other,
till we are total wet!
okays. i love it today!
& i love anna too :D:D:D

ohhh btw, im starting t love maths lesson.
looking forward t maths lesson everyday!
but i rly hate ms chiang's chemistry lesson.
i dont even know whats she talking abt lor.
wth. how am i gonna study lik this?!?
im gonna be dead for chemistry!
arghs. i dont like ms chiang, boos!

alralralr.
my homework not done yet.

goodbyes :)

2006-01-17T19:21:00.000+08:00

ohhhhhhh im back from npcc :D:D:D
im sooo tired, super tired.
had foot-drills th whole training,
& know what? this yr npcc gonna be th guard-of-honour!
for our sch national day parade of cos, hahahas!
must work rly hard for my foot-drills,
if not i cant be one of them.
i want t wear number one uniform!!!

oh yeaps, today is th first training for npcc for this yr,
& th boys got pumped by jimson :/:/:/
luckily we seperate squad, if not sure kana.
th foot-drills are okay today just tht im super blur.
keep turning wrong side & cant turn well :/:/
my boots are very loose, its super loose.
hantak for a few time nearly drop out lor!
overall still okay i think :D

seniors' match today against teck whye was postponed,
i think bcos it rained yeah?
they just play one quarter only! :/:/:/
tmrs ours alr.
against jurongwest sec.
we gonna win tmr.

JIA YOU NETBALLERS!

homework not finished yet.
okayyy, gonna go bathe alr.
super smelly, sweat whole day!

goodbyes :D:D:D

2006-01-16T23:26:00.000+08:00

yayyy, ive finshed polishing my dear boots :D:D:D
hmmm, i took about 3 pathetic hours t polish tht pair of boots of mine!
& ive jus bathed, at arnd 11 o'clock :)
BIG smiles*

ohhh anyway, weve lost our first match t regent sec.
& i cry out whn our match ends ):):
this is th first time i shed my tears bcos of netball,
i rly dont know why i cry.
maybe its bcos whn i thought of how hard we trained under th sun,
how we did our suicide runs,
how we persevere on whn we did our runs, etcc.
& we lost our firssst match :/:/:/
maybe thts th reson why i cried.
aihua & sharlyn cried too.
im not feeling disappointed with our team,
we must have confidence in ourself :D:D:D
nevermind netballers :D:D:D
we must do our best for th next match okays?

GO FOR IT,
WE CAN DO IT!
BP WHOOOOOSH!

went bck t sch after tht & had teamtalk :D:D:D
teamtalk at basketball court,
we were watching th match of bp basketball against hwachong.
we won :D:D:D
must help bp basketball cheer!
& i got hit twice by th basketball :/:/:/
wthwthwth.

went lot one with netballers & had dinenr tgt at KFC.
thn went arnd lot one walking.
yeah, theres nothing t walk actually.
walked for like how many thousands times?!?
i bought my hp pouch & a keychain.
its so cute, but th keychain not th teeshirt one.
i decided not to buy that :D:D:D
sharlyn had stomachache :/:/:/

after that took bus & went home!
oh yahs, i love my darling vivien :D:D:D
th first one t encourage me whn we lost th match.
& i feel so happyyyyyyy today in our class!
our class actually helped us cheeeeeeeeer okays.
i love my class, they gave me moral support <333

anyway, th spec which i wore whn taking th photo,
is vivien's spec.
i played with her spec!
i look nice in tht spec?!?
ahhahahahahahas :D:D:D

im tired now,
super tired :/:/:/
shall go slp now ler.

goodbyes :)

2006-01-15T22:58:00.000+08:00

its eleven o'clock sharp now.
ive not finish my maths review questions 6.
oh my, i dont feel like doing them :/:/
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
it sucks like hell okays.
wthwthwth :/:/:/
im gonna give up,
i dont feel like doing it anymore.
demas is now teaching meeeeeee how t do those sums.
seeeeeeee, how kindof himmmmm!
:D:D:D

ive uploaded all th photos taken today :D:D:D
th one i love most is demas' hooligan's act photo!
its super nice
& of cos im th photographer who took it,
all thanks to me, hahahahas!
:D:D:D

somehow, im afraid of tmr!
im afraid tht i cant do well for tmr :/:/:/
hope tht i wont be th shooter tmr.
i rly have no confidence in myself!
i wld rather not go on court,
than implicating th whole team ):
maybe i get th chance t be goal-keeper?!?
maybe.

blahs :/
wth am i talking abt?
im feeling contradicting again now.
how arghs. :/:/:/
sometimes i feel like writing everything here,
but i think i cant.
somethings i jus meant t be kept in our heart.
blogs are blogs eventually,
not our personal diary :/:/:/

aft lots of thinking,
i agree t him tht youve changed.
youre not th one whom you used t be.
youre not anymore ):
th way you do things & your character have changed.
how i wish you cld be back t th one you used t be.
maybe youre not,
but i just feel tht your behaviour now are just acting cooooool.
yes! acting coooooooooooool only.
youve made me sooooooo much of disappointed.
youre easily influenced by people :/:/:/
maybe ive made th wrong decision.
i should have rejected you,
somehow i seems t have regret not rejecting you.
im thinking of changing my mind now :/:/:/
but will it rly hurt you,
or rather will you be offended?

vivien called me a babe (:
hmmmmmmmmm, i should be her babe.
her dearest one i mean,
she calls everyone a babe too :/:/

VIVIEN* www.zipup-.blogspot.com says:
Nvm
VIVIEN* www.zipup-.blogspot.com says:
next time then i tell
VIVIEN* www.zipup-.blogspot.com says:
Why i need r help
VIVIEN* www.zipup-.blogspot.com says:
=)
sinking up to the beating of my heart says:
okays : D
sinking up to the beating of my heart says:
if you rly need my help urgently
sinking up to the beating of my heart says:
tell me
sinking up to the beating of my heart says:
i dont mind.
VIVIEN* www.zipup-.blogspot.com says:
not urgently la!
VIVIEN* www.zipup-.blogspot.com says:
hahas
VIVIEN* www.zipup-.blogspot.com says:
jus wanna see if can send me one of the nice font
VIVIEN* www.zipup-.blogspot.com says:
cause i wanna make a d and t content page mahs
sinking up to the beating of my heart says:
oh.
VIVIEN* www.zipup-.blogspot.com says:
whats that?
sinking up to the beating of my heart says:
th font.
sinking up to the beating of my heart says:
go t control panel

Transfer of "CARBGTHC.TTF" is complete.

sinking up to the beating of my heart says:
open up your fonts folder & paste this in.
VIVIEN* www.zipup-.blogspot.com says:
OKie
VIVIEN* www.zipup-.blogspot.com says:
Thanks babe!!
sinking up to the beating of my heart says:
HAHAHAHS (: okays.

oh yah, i love these songs :D:D:D

Dance like this, by Wyclef Jean feat. Claudette
Wo zhi xiang yao, by 7 Flower
Bu gou yong gan
Th world is black
In th shadow

theyre super nice :D:D:D:
i simply love it alot.

anyway, gonna go do my homework now.
:D:D:D
wish me best of luck for tmr!

goodbyes :)

2006-01-15T20:04:00.000+08:00

im a happy girl today :D:D:D
i dont know why,
but i feel happy,
thats it.

rehearsed our drama today (:
th english ERIL assignment.
i love it :D:D:D
they came t my hse t rehearse.
yeaps, kaijun, vivien, demas & benjy came t my hse.
see woon didnt come (:

we applied make-ups on vivien, deams & benjy's face (:
looks superb funny, its rly funny.
drew thick black eyebrow on benjy's,
drew "eyebags" for benjy,
& made him look like a 100% nerd (:(:(:

vivien drew th moustache herself.
she was acting as daddy.
so she drew tht funny- looking moustache herself!
made us laugh like mad :/:/:/

best part was demas.
spiked his hair & applied gold paint on his hair,
which make him look like a hooligan.
oh yah! he wore my sunglasses too :D:D:D
then he wore my bro's clothes,
& looks rly like a hooligan :D:D:D

thn proceed on t th acting.
vivien is a born-t-be actress okays!
shes like know how to act every roles,
hooligan?!? daddy?!?
act till super funny.
laugh like hell man.

i cooked instant noodles for them,
& made benjy & demas washed th bowls.
we girls are enjoying ourselves except viven.
thn aft tht vivien & benjy went home,
left with me, kaijun & demas.

did our homework together,
& chatted about some other stuffs.
talked about alot of things lah :/:/:/
& kaijun is super violent.
keep hitting my face :/:/:/
wthwthwth.
they went home at about eight plussss.

ive changed my blogskin (:(:(:
made this skin myself,
dont think it looks nice.
& im waiting for kaijun's photoshop :/:/:/
& im now busy with my homework.
maths t be exact.
stupid review questions 6!
wthwthwth. so much t do.

& tmrs tournament alr.
against regent sec.
must rly work hard,
& have confidence in ourself :D:D:D
i hope we'll win tmr!

JIA YOU NETBALLERS :D:D:D
GO FOR IT,
WE CAN DO IT :)
I LOVE YOU ALL <333

goodbyes :)

2006-01-14T21:48:00.000+08:00

12.o1.o6

walau.
im beginning t like my class,
but somehow they make me feel argh :/:/:/
what kinda of attitude is that lor
if dont like t play then just get out of court,
or rather dont come for lesson.
wthwthwth :/:/:/
make me feel so pissed off lor :(

disappoint me times & times,
can say tht im petty or what,
i dont care at all okay.
i jus know tht since its a lesson for us to exercise & play,
we should enjoy ourself.
if not whats th use of having pe?
for pple t chat among themself or what?!?
totally spoil my day okay.

thanks ai hua & chiensiew for encouraging me,
i love you two :D:D:D

13.o1.o6

it dint rain :)
im so happy it dint rain,
& finally theres proper trg,
no more four sets of physical trg!
proper drills, one-third court & half court
:D:D:D
i love it! :)

im somehow begin t love a shooter,
i'll try my best to overcome th fear of being a shooter!
ai hua helped me choose my 'lucky stone',
& it was passed arnd th team & finally to me.
i shall treasure it :D:D:D

rushed home at five t bathe,
& meet up with demas at mac :)
thn we went t food junction t have our dinner
& bought jollibeans :D:D:D
took mrt t kallang!
& i cant imagine tht we're talking on th way t kallang
& we actually missed three stops :/:/:/
we alighted & took back t kallang mrt station
& hailed a taxi t sg indoor stadium.
sorry to make you all wait guys :D:D:D

th performance sucks alot man :)
i dont even understand wth th man was talking abt.
with tht slang & speed of talking,
i totally dont understand.
i thought tht it was something like a skit,
but it wasnt.
make me so disappointed :(:(:(
i actually sat on th first row & i cant slp.
it seems rathr rude to slp infrnt of tht guy.
spend fourty-two bucks for nothing.
wthwthwth.

anyway, i passed my maths test :D:D:D
i dint score very well bcos of two careless mistakes
which i cld score 24/30
cant imagine tht i actually wrote:

2 x 1 = 1
instead of 2 x 1 = 2

so careless of me :/:/:/

14.o1.o6

overslept this morning :/
woke up at eight- thirty,
& rushed off t meet th guys at cck mrt station.
luckily im not th latest.
then took bus 188 t cdans t attend a seminar for npcc.
blah :/
it was kinda of boringgg,
except for th skit & quiz section!
th skit was by act three & it was so nice :D:D:D
& th quiz section, FUN!
junguan said tht im an auntie :/
bcos whn we answered th qns correctly
we get a prize.
so i wanted t get th prize
& i kip raising my hands t ans th qns,
but too bad, nobody called me.
arghs :(
thn junguan said tht i wanted t get tht free thing,
& said tht im an auntie!
who wld want an ugly water bottle?!?
oh pleaseee.
just wanted t have fun only :/:/:/
im not an auntie okay.

thn went lot one t have our lunch at food junction.
saw jieqi dolly & othersss too :D:D:D
they must be wondering why i dint go for trg.
hahahahhahahas :D:D:D
i ate laksa :)

thn went t take neoprints with,
siyun, liting, nizam, keith, shaifq & junguan.
came out very nice :D:D:D
i decorated th neoprints with siyun.
kinda of worth it whn everybody paid one dollar.
i bought my rubberbands at ice lemon tee too,
finally got those colorful rubberbands :D:D:D
then went home!

I REPEAT:
IM NOT AN AUNTIE!
:D:D:D

goodbyes :)

2006-01-11T16:37:00.000+08:00

im feeling sleepy hurrr.
my head feels a little pain too ,
i dont why :/ :/ :/

today had sch as usual (:
sucha colddd dayy my goodness.
i left sch early today t attend t family matters.
dont ask me what family matter im attending t.
as a result, i miss my netball trg today.
argh. feel so guilty ):
anyway, somehow i had a fun time in sch today.
dont know why,
just feel tht it's exceptionally fun today!
ipw was rather fun,
english was rather fun,
chinese was rather fun
:D:D:D
overall, all subjects are fun today except for science.
theres science test,
a pretty short one but i find it very difficult.
i hope i don't flunk my science test.
arghs :/

anyway, i had a talk with kai jun just now.
shes okay now but frustrated over some matters :/
like duh!!
i dont know why some people are just so ______.
i dont know how t phrase it.
but i just feel abit contradicting.
i hope tht there wont be anymore problems with it
=x

anyway,
ive bought all my files which ive needed,
& my school file too :)
cost me 20 bucks for all th files!
so damn ex ):
im going t kai jun's hse ltr to pass her her homework.
i love my new file :D:D:D

oh shit :/
ive not bought chloe's birthday present.
wth.
its like whr th hell,
ive got time to shop for presents ?!?
shitshitshit.

goodbyes :)

2006-01-09T23:04:00.001+08:00

okays, i also wld like t apologise t wei ting.
yeaps, its all a misunderstanding.
& i also wanna let you know tht i knw you didnt cheat.
i know you will nvr cheat.
i rly trust you,
mayb i sound as though you cheated,
but in my heart, rly i know you din't cheat.
it's either weve counted wrongly or youve counted wrongly,
but rly this doesnt matter.
what matters is the trust between us okays?
dont worry dont worry dont worry,
i always trusted you & were still best friends okay?
if need someone t talk t,
im always here for you.

we're gonna be th ones who said, "best friends forever, i know we'll never fall apart."

&& you didnt ran 5 rounds okays?
you actually sprinted for 5 rounds!
can see tht you're so worked up tht time
& you were as though you're venting your anger.
hahahahahahs (:
okays, shall put tht t th past & shall look forward,
we must work hard together as a team
& tournament is just next wk.
can't afford to lose any single moment for trg.

JIA YOU NETBALLERS! :D:D:D

& thanks anna for talking t me & giving me advice.
hahahahahs (:
im not at all angry with you okays, anna?
about tht thing, just keep it a secret can le okays?
hahahahahas (:
& must come back t th sch & visit me often you know!
take care whn youre in th new school (:

& one more person i gonna thanks, hweetian.
hmmmm,
thanks for talking t me too (:
if not for you, our misunderstandings still wont be solved
& youre really a great leader :D:D:D

im sorry t sharlyn too cos during trg i accidentally hit her glasses
& it broke.
omg-ness, im so sorry (:
it wasnt done on purpose.
im really sorry ):
hope youre okays now!

wan ting,
im so sorry if ive made you feel tht somehow i hated you?!?
ive read your email
& i just wanna let you know tht i rly dont hate you.
seriously, i dont.
maybe theres no common topic between us t talk about,
so i dint talk much to you :/
but tht doesnt mean i hate you okay?
& im not avoiding you,
theres nothing i should avoid you yeah?
dont think too much :/
& tht paragraph rly wasnt from you. i swear :)
alr alr.
i just wanna put those unhappy memories back t th past
& i dont wish t talk abt it anymore.
it's a new yr now
& i jus hope tht everything will be fine this yr :)
no matter what,
we cant be bestest friends,
but we can still be good friends :D:D:D
& th poem is actually dedicated t you,
its just tht i didnt mention :/

i always wanted more from you
than you were willing to give.
so now we've gone our separate ways
each with different lives to live.

the bond will always be there
the friendship always intact.
but the time for us has come and gone
and the pages of time, you can't turn back.

i will always be a friend to you
and wonder how you are.
the smiles and laughter i will remember
and our fights have become painless scars.

sometimes on those busy days
when you've a thousand things to do.
please let me glide slowly through your mind
and spend some time with you.

in that quiet moment
when you're surprised to find me there.
just remember even with the distance between us
i am still someone who cares for you.

okays, ive finally spilled out everything which is on my mind,
feel much more better now :D:D:D
anyway, tmrs hol.
i wanna go out & hope tht my mom allows too!

goodbyes :)

2006-01-09T14:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEI TING & YU MEI :D:D:D

(wei ting: click on the picture to save this pic!)

2006-01-08T17:16:00.000+08:00

th past is history,
th future is a mystery.
today is a gift,
thts why we call it th present.

i think i'm starting t enjoy th life of sec two. i like mrs angela ong as our english tcher, though she's strict. i enjoy her english lessons. i like science though i don't like ms chiang. i like hmt though i don't rly like mr neo. & mostofall i love pe the most, of cos i rly like mr tom chan as our pe tcher. the best pe tcher i've ever had.

great! there's netball trg tmr. & i've found out tht i'm beginning to love runnings before/after netball trg. feels great after running. but there's one thing i'm sure of it :/ i hate suicide run, but i don't mind doing it for th sake of improving ourselves :)

i'm working hard for th test tmr, yeaps! the maths & history test. i shall prove pple wrong tht i can do it. hope tht i can score well for this two test. & i'm gonna design th netball poster t paste on th wall. PPLE, JOIN NETBALL !! NPCC, too :D:D:D alr, i know i'm abit crazy over my ccas :/

yeaps, gonna go now. busy with lots of things today & i hope t finish it all by today :) & once again, wanna wish wei ting & yumei, HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D:D:D

P.S. xinfang said tht i rock (: & i wanna tell her tht you rock too :D:D:D

goodbyes :)

2006-01-07T19:06:00.000+08:00

omg, i'm sorry to wan ting if i've rly wrote my post till it sounds like her. anyway, it's not her. nevermind about tht person.

i always wanted more from you
than you were willing to give.
so now we've gone our separate ways
each with different lives to live.

the bond will always be there
the friendship always intact.
but the time for us has come and gone
and the pages of time, you can't turn back.

i will always be a friend to you
and wonder how you are.
the smiles and laughter I will remember
and our fights have become painless scars.

sometimes on those busy days
when you've a thousand things to do.
please let me glide slowly through your mind
and spend some time with you.

in that quiet moment
when you're surprised to find me there.
just remember even with the distance between us
i am still someone who cares for you.

2006-01-07T14:30:00.000+08:00

i've lots of things to say about, so it may be a long post today (:

~~that~~ anom who tagged my blog, i find it rather obvious of your identity. it's like you're obviously from 203 !?! can't be possible that other classes know that i'm the head of function, okays if you insist that i'm the assistant of head of function, fine! & somemore you think other classes know that we have two heads? duh, of cos not right? it's like most probaly only people from our class know about it. & the way of typing of yours, it's like obviously reveal your identity to me alr. others maybe unable to guess who you're, but to me, i'm so sure it's you =x

& another i should emphasise on, if you hate me that much, there's nothing i can do either okays? i don't care whether yoou like me or hate me, it's like it's alr none of my business. all you think is to criticize people, why don't you think of yourself? you think that you're really that lovable & well-liked by everyone? it's a NO! right i'm sure you can feel that yourself. if you think that yo have true friends, i have too. & i'm sure i have more than you. pls, go & have a reflection yourself, no point finding people's fault or being bu-shuang with me.

++++

i find it superb fun today, esp after training. should be my first happiest day in year 2006 i can say. sang like 3 times of happy birthday song to wei ting, & once to yu mei. we sprayed & pour water. hahahahhas (: i rmbed that wailing & anna both sprayed water on me & make me so wet. so i went to spray them back. then we keep spraying water on everyone else. oh yah, i rmbed that i pour the whole bottle of water on ai hua & she was really wet. hweetian & me sprayed water on each otehr & made ourse;ves wet again too =) then we poured water on wei ting. i think she's the most wet, then we sprayed & pour water on valerie. hahahahahs (: she thinks it's fun. i mean it's like so fun playing with water. then we went 1A, they were so much enthu. then played bombing among 1As, 2As, 3As & netballers. i guess i rly liked this yr's sec one. i mean they're so enthu :D:D:D

goodbyes :)

2006-01-05T21:52:00.000+08:00

okays! i'm super happy =) bcos i'm back to school. i feel so nice to be back to school & i'm in 203! woohoos =) i'm beginning to like my class a little. don't know why. at least i have a special feeling for my class now. just a little bit only =x

anyway, i'm the head of function. gonna work with demas! hahahahahahs :) okays, our class chair-woman, vivien still! & of cos vice chair-man, ahmad still. oh great! i feel much more comfortable with my class this year, or maybe i should say the school. though there's lots of unhappy events last year, but i'm not gonna think of that anymore.

i won't think of being together with friends which i don't feel comfortable with. i just feel that it's time for me to be myself now. i don't wish to endure people's unreasonale or that. make me kinda of sick. i shall be back to myself. & i feel that the netballers are getting more & more close. don't know why, somehow i just feel that. maybe it's only me who feel that bcos now, i'm much more closer to ai hua they all.

i can't believe that we actually meet up together during recess. it's not like somehow we meet up just for the sake of meeting up. it's like i feel that it's much mroe natural now. & that's great! i feel so happy to see that we're qute close now =x anyway, i haven't buy my school bag yet! i wanna buy that puma bag, but no black color! maybe i shall go jurong point this saturday or queensway shopping centre =x shall get my school bag asap!

anyway, i really love this song alot =x

& i feel great these few days being together with sharlyn, weiting, clara, kelly, ai hua, chien siew, hweetian, xinyee, kai jun, zhi goon, xinyi, meijin, rowena & keyi. woohoos! they rocks :) esp NETBALL GIRLS <33 they rocks my world lots!

2006-01-01T13:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006 :D:D:D
oh i'm happy this day, i'm much so happy :)

anyway, i had my haircut with zhigoon yesterday! well, i think it looks much better now except for the spike. i don't want to spike my hair either so i decided to clip it when i'm going to school. so there'll be no spike. hahahahahahas :)

went to the playground with zhigoon, her sis & shawn to play yest nite. we bought alot of sparkles & bought those cans of spray thing. we bought the snow & the party one. then anyhow spray. after that went to play with the sparkles. play le then throw, compete who threw furthest! after that went to play the swing. then went home le lor =x

goodbyes :)

2005-12-30T22:37:00.000+08:00

my goodness! :)

i'm half happy- half sad today =x

wake up at seven in the morning, look at the clock, thought that it's still early. so lie the on the bed for awhile. who knows after i lie down, i fell alseep again! sleep till eight ><" my netball training starts at eight- thirty! my god =x so chiong & went to school le. hair also nvr tie properly. anyway, i'm still not the last one to reach school. if i know that i'm not the last, i shldn't have hurry! anyway, the school now have a stupid lame system, must key in your last four digit of your bc no. then put thumbprint! super lame lor! don't know must queue till when =S netball training was okays today, just that the team talk ><" frankly speaking, i know that i shldn't have comment much on myself playing as goal attack, but it's really that sometimes, you aren't the person who feel that. you don't really understand how people feel. i mean like it's not whether the way of thinking, but it's really that i just really feel that i'm just a temporary goal attack, the main point is ms yu wants to train xinyee & kelly only, then why bother to like put me in as goal attack? it's not the way of thinking =x the main point is not whether i'm a all- rounder player, it's jus that i feel like i'm jus a subsitute for the shooters only.i would rather be goal keeper! anyway, i'm not refering to anyone, it's jus my own feelings only!

*i'm sorry to wei ting & kelly if my words aren't clear enough, maybe i can't express my words properly, but i reall don't have the meaning of blaming you all =x

after that run to lot one to meet up with anna! anna must be honoured that i run to lot one to meet up with her okays! hahhahahahas :) then went to long john silver to eat my lunch, yes! it's my lunch only bcos she din't eat anything, just a cup of coke, it's enough for her =x if people don't know thought i bully her lor! then went around lot one to buy sweets & lollipops. it's true that i've bought alot today! hahahahahahahas :) then went to mac to eat french fries, got two balloons! a green & orange ones =x can't believe that the manager actually give me when i told him i want one. so touching =x i gave anna the orange one! i very good rights?

then went to meet up with zhigoon as anna went off to meet up with her dance seniors i think! went to more than words buy stuffs then came out saw kelvin, rowena & keyi. then me, zhigoon rowena & keyi started going on neoprints spree. i mean we took neoprints thrice. first time took le superb nice :D:D:D then wanted to took the second time. wa! second time though it's nice, but not as nice as the first one. then superb tired lor. cos keep standing up & down looking at the screen then change position, damn tired =x after that bu shuang go take the third time! this one not really that nice & keyi go destroy my face & zhi goon's face! wth. nvm! then we went to the photoshop to scan the neoprints & make into photos!

then went to sakae sushi eat, so funny there lor. we all almost broke le then can't eat much. zhigoon eat the most lor! then we went to 5th floor the lift there sit there & chat while zhi goon & keyi play their flute there. hahahahahs :) then after that went back to the photoshop to collect the photos! super nice lor, i love it alot <333 must really treasure those photos, cannot lose them! after that walk home with zhi goon. talk to her about lots of things! & i know alot of things now.

hahahahhahahahas :) so the sad part is about the teamtalk & the happy parts is after netball trainings with anna, zhigoon, rowena & keyi that time! anyway, i bought my hairclips & hairband alr. now left with rubber bands!

& thanks sharlyn for the keychain from taiwan & weiting for the hp accessories from taiwan too =x i love it! i've hanged the hp accessories on my handphone & the keychain on my house key alr. thanks anna for the hellokitty chocolate biscuits & zhi goon for the hellokitty marshmallows! they're superb yummy :):):) thanks very much :D:D:D:D:D

goodbyes :)

2005-12-29T21:59:00.000+08:00

argh! :( my comp. has got prob! eeeeeiyer. there'll be error every now & then. so troublesome. gonna get it repair asap, & of cos my printer has got prob too :( it just can't print. omg! i've got lotsa things to print & it can't go on lik this, if not how am i gonna get my assignments done?

i'm thinking of going for a haircut. wanna layer my hair & trim it. don't know whether will it look nice :) i'm still thinking about it. maybe shall go for a haircut before school reopens! anyway, i din't do much homework today. i spend my whole day in front on the comp. managing my friendster profile & browsing thru blogs. waste of time, i realised =x i gonna start wokring on my homework now.

there'll be netball training tmr! hahahahahahas, great! i get to see them again :) cannot slack for trainings le. tournament coming soon! hope that we as a team can do well in our tournaments. i'm looking forward to tmr's trainings cos long time nvr see netball girls. i'm missing them alot! :p

oh yah. after trainings i'll be meeting anna at lot one. gonna have lunch tgther =x it's like ages since we've meet up. tmr finally can meet up le but for awhile only. she has to meet up with her other friends after that =x & i'll go get my school bag. don't know which school bag i shall get. gonna search for a nice one tmr! & maybe i shall go library to study tmr. hahahahahahs :)

goodbyes :)

2005-12-29T03:37:00.000+08:00

i'm super tired =x

i wanna sleep, sleep , sleep!

anyway, i'm gonna complete most of my homework tmr! pray that i can finish most of my homework before school reopens. hahahahahhahaahs :) shall study the history chapters, do some maths qns, complete english homework & study 100 cheng yu! arghs. so many =S anyway, i don't intend to complete the maths worksheet, hahas :)

i've changed my blogskin, uploaded my photos, update my profile & wish list. anyway people, does this music sounds cute? hahahahhahas :) it's new year time, so i've put this up. ><" heh. don't ask me why i always change blogskin! me, myself also don't know why i always change my blogskins. hahahahahahs :)

LIM WEI TING IS FINALLY BACK FROM TAIWAN !!!
HAHAHAHAS :)

goodbyes :)

2005-12-27T22:27:00.000+08:00

i'm back from malaysia :)

actually i'm back yesterday, can't stay in the hotel with my parents as i've got to work today. so came back on my own last night & luckily i'm back safe & sound! hahahahahahahas :) i've bought a watch! but not adidas ones. i saw a baby-g watch so decided to buy it. it's orange :) bought two whole piece dress! it's super nice =x bought two pairs of reebok socks & one pair of sunglasses! too bad i din't get to buy sneakers :( & i'm sorry my dear friends, i'm unable to get souveniers back for you all as i'm broke. that's why i can't buy sneakers! hahahahhahhas :) more cancelation to my wishlist! hurray!

my first day of work at my aunte's shop, quite boring esp when i know nothing at all. i helped to take stocks & arrange stuffs, then i've got nothing to do alr. blah =x hope that tmr i will learn more things. & one more thing, it's very tiring sitting there a few hours. i shall bring my homework there tmr to do abit =x if not i'll be bored to death. anyway, i'm wokring for four days at my aunte's shop only. school's reopening soon, so can't continue working at my aunte's shop. nvm! at least i got some pay & i can buy more school bag which i have not bought yeat. the mambo back pack, i'm on my way! hahahahahahahs :)

goodbyes :)

2005-12-26T00:36:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHIRSTMAS EVERYONE :)

yesterday went to jimson's hse celebrate his birthday & x'mas eve. before that went to georgi's house to pass her the x'mas present. on the way to her house, it rained so heavily & holding umbrella seems no difference with not holding one. i'm totally wet! arghs. went to georgi's house dry my hair & jeans. then play her computer for awhile then went to meet up with shawn, wei hong & weisheng. then proceed to lot one to buy jimson's birthday present & the gift for exchanging! shop for quite long to find one suitable present for jimson! hahahahahas :) it's supercute XD after buying le then went to jimson's house.

had dinner there, then watch tv while some others play mahjong! chatted with xinyi & zhigoon also. so sad wenxi cannot come =x i'm so sad! she din't come. then went outside for bbq, at the lift there. saw an obscene scene. super obscene & funny lo! then jimson bbq marshmallows for me. haahhahahas :) ask me whether i want nuggets or others, then i say don't want. then he said "aiya, you want marshmallow only lah!" then keep giving me marshmallows. they're so nice, opps! i mean marshmallows are so nice! then went back to the house to cut the birthday cake for jimson! hahahahahas :) he was shock whe i pass him the present me & shawn bought for him, cos it's so funny =x then his mom said that there's another cake in the fridge. so we took it out & celebrate sae haw's birthday which on today- christmas! & i ate alot of cakes, yummy yummy!

after that went into jimson's room & chat with zhigoon, jimsoon & ivan. hahahahahhas :) they're so funny! then when it's almost time, we shouted very loud when it's 12AM " HUAT AH!" then went around shaking hands & said merry christmas, then proceed on to gifts exchanging. hahahahas :) i got jimson's! a monkey keychain! so cute :) oh i love it! sae haw took mine! after that chatted for awhile more then went home with zhigoon & shawn! & that's the end of christmas eve!

today, went out with mummy & bought alot of stuffs. went to orchard road then to china town. i've bought one myuk pencilbox, a ring, a necklace, two tops, one pant & a pair of sandals. spend like almost 100 bucks today & it's my mom who paid for it. actually wanna go to mambo shop to buy my school bag, but too bad it's closed! arghs. wonder when am i gonna buy it =x school's reopening soon! i'm gonna get more pocket money! YES! i'm saving up now to buy my adidas watch. i'm looking forward to my adidas watch! hahahahahahahs :)

alright, that's all for today XD anyway, i'm going to malaysia tmr. wish me good luck! & if possible, maybe i shall get some souveniers back. only IF my mom allows. if not so sory to my friends, i can't get souveniers for you =x okays! it's late now. good nights XD

goodbyes :)

2005-12-22T13:39:00.000+08:00

hellos, i'm back!

netball chalet totally rocks! the best chalet i've ever had & i really really enjoy myself :) though the room was far so small for twenty over people to squeeze, but i find it good. it's better that the room is so small & everybody squeezing inside than having a big room where people have their own cliques. that's not nice!

i took sharlyn's dad car to harbourfront with clara. then went to breadtalk to buy my so called "lunch" as me & clara were super hungry. then went toilet to help clara tie her hair up. after that meet up with jieqi, yumei & weiting. then went to meet up with the rest at harbourfront interchange. when we arrived at there, we were all waiting ms yu to come as she was late. super late :/ made us wait for so long & we've made so much noise.

then we took the blue line bus to the chalet. when we went into the chalet, everybody had to squeeze in. we settled down & rehearse our dance for the seniors. then found out that we can't use our cd. so in the end we sang othe song out & modify the dance. after that sharlyn, weiting, clara & me went to the beach to play. though it was raining, but still we enjoyed ourselves. yeaps! we crossed over the bridge & sat there, scribbling on the sand with sticks, writing big big words, throwing sand at each other, running along the sand, laughing. it was so enjoyable!

after that went back to the chalet there & played volleyball in the swimming pool. blag :/ it was so nice but then that stupid idiotic person said that we can't play in the pool with our shirts on. duh! so no choice we got up & went to shower ourself, as in not really showering, just wash ourselves with clean water that's all & changed to a set of new clothing & went for bbq. at first i've got nothing to do at bbq. but after awhile helped in bbq & went to fetch the sec4s seniors stella, anqi, valerie & yeeshan with jieqi & dolly. when we've reached the bus stop, we can't find them so we sat down on the seats there & enjoy the performace, like as if we're enjoying! after that saw the blue line bus came. but can't see them but jieqi spotted four girls with christmas hat on. actually we thought that it can't be them but after that realised that it's really them!

so we walked them back to the chalet there & started eating. blah :/ i started to help out with the bbq. i climbed & sat on the bbq pit like a monkey! ><" helped to bbq the marshmallows. this is the first time i'm bbqing marshmallows okay. so turn up it doesn't seems so nice to eat.. i ate alot of marshmallows :D:D:D then went back to the chalet room to watch ai de zhang men ren with junyi, weiting, sharlyn & clara. after awhile we went down to perform for the seniors & took photos. after that rush up again to watch movie. & then went down again to sit for awhile & chatted with junyi, jieqi, weiting & sharlyn. oh yah! clara went home alr. her mom don't let her stay over night :( then went up to watch horror movie- red shoes! it wasn't that scary afterall. you know why? cos i can't even see the screen clearly, i forget to bring along my specs! so never mind. hahahahahs XD if i din't rmb wrongly, they did watch wo he jiang shi you ge you hui! i fell asleep halfway i think!

woke up at two plus & went for nightwalk. we went as a whole big group w/o yumei & xiaoting cos they were sleeping, too tired i think :/ actually i'm so afraid to walk along the beach & under those trees & i'm afraid of _____. arghs! keep asking wanying to stand by my side. feel so secure with one person by my side each. then went star gazing & sang songs togther with my team-mates & seniors. after that went to saphhire pavilion to sit. i fell asleep there on the stage. it was super cold. woke up & went to join jieqi they all at the beach. they were screaming & shouting at the beach there. i din't take part as i'm really very tired. was waiting for sunrise :/ then seniors they all play captain ball with a guy. don't know him =x it's so amusing watching them play. it was so dark that they can't even see the ball flying & of cos their team-mates. so funny. after that went back to the chalet with weiting & sharlyn! went back to sleep till nine plus.

then woke up went to play treasure hunt w/o taking my breakfast. my grp won the treasure hunt. in the end gotta choose the prizes first. oh well, somehow every prizes are chocolates/ after that went to the beach with seniors & sharlyn they all. they play volleyball while me, dolly & jieqi din't play. i don't like to play volleyball btw. so sat there under the sun lor. after awhile, jieqi wanted to join them & asked me along, so i went along. but i guess i din't play much either. cos i really don't like to play. after awhile i went back to sit & stop playing. blah :/ after that went abck to chalet to have our lunch- instant noodles. i ate two cups of noodles so is jiaying & dolly i think! the rest i don't know. watch wo he jiang shi yiou ge yue hui after while eating. soon after i fell asleep again! don't know why everytime watch tv will fall asleep cos my eyes very tired. maybe bcos i strained my eyes too much!

after that wake up went to beach with yumei, jieqi, jiaying & junyi. they played volleyball while i sat aside taking photos. i've watched sunset too :) it's super super super nice! i love sunset! the scenery super nice lor! too bad din't get to see sunrise! then took photos with junyi & jieqi they all & then went back to chalet. after awhile went to burger king to had our dinner. sat with jiaying & dolly. & there's something super funny. dolly's facial expression. super super funny! jiaying took the photos down! after that on the way to the chalet, is the funniest part. yumei's story. shan't say out but it's really really funny. can laugh till stomach pain. & found out that kah gek's a lesbian! yumei's a half-lesbian! jkjk XD it was a joke only.

went back to the chalet, take turns to bathe & while waiting, junyi, minyi, kah gek & me went down to the swimming pool there to soak our legs in the water. then splash water at each other. afterall i'm still the wettest! then went back to the chalet room, watch the seniors play piggy & fruits. i din't join in cos i don't feel like playing. so sat aside watch them play & help to pack up the room. then after bathing, i lie on the bed & take a rest for awhile, thanks goodness i din't fall asleep. after that chatted with jieqi, wanying, yumei, kah gek & junyi. the rest fell asleep on the bed. while chatting half way, jiqi fell asleep on the floor too :) then we chatted till four plus. & something happen halfway. jieqi's super funny! ask her what happen :/ i shan't pos it here, if not jieqi will say that i spoil her image! hahahaha :) after that went to sleep. woke up at six or seven plus & squeeze at the corner of the bed as the floor was cold.

then nine plus woke up. brush my teeth & had our breakfast! still the seniors were playing cards again & i din't join in too :) i helped them to prepare their breakfast! then started packing up & left the chalet. well, i was feeling rather asd cos it's been so much fun during this chalet. then went to harbour front hawker centre to have our lunch. i din'tt really have my proper lunch. after that took mrt back to cck. went to sunshine place to help georgina buy luch for her & gary. then went to her house to return her the volleyball which i'd borrowed from her. ate my lunch & i fell asleep on her sofa till six plus woke up. went home after that :/ super super super tired when i reached home!

this chalet's really really fun! i simple love it :) i get to know my seniors better & had bonded well with my team-mates too! i'm beginning to miss the three days we had together. i've realised something, i really really love bp netballers, i do! i can't imagine my life w/o netball & netballers. for the sake of my passion for netball & netballers, i shall study hard so that my mom will allow me to stay in netball & won't want me to quit! they're really a group of my best friends!

this is a super long post!
goodbyes :)

2005-12-16T23:52:00.000+08:00

i had a great day today. went out with zhigoon & wenxi in the morning to bugis to buy present for my mom. it's the first time three of us went out together & i really enjoyed it. look forward for our next gathering with zhigoon & wenxi. hahahahahs :)

after that went to jurong point there to meet up with sharlyn & clara. went to kopitiam to look for them, but then i can't find them. i din't wear my specs. hahahhahahas :) so was like damn malu lor! arghs. then went sports link to buy sharlyn & clara's training shoes. actually i'm supposed to buy today, but my mom bought for me earlier. so never buy with them. but anyway, they bought the same training shoes as mine. yeps, now left with weiting!

then went for window shop at toy'rus. hahahahhahas :) long time nvr go there le lor. then work one big round finally came out. went to the wallet shop to buy shawn's birthday present. wah! damn expensive okays? but it's a nice wallet, but i'm afraid it don't suit him bcos it's brown ma. the wallet is 40 bucks okays? it's the last one & luckily i've reserved it on monday.

after that went to zhigoon's hse with wenxi. both of them are making up & tying their hair for the bbq. they tie their hair till so cute lor. then played with goon's sis. then had my early dinner at zhigoon's hse. the green bean soup & marcoroni was nice! (i love it, though it's vegetarian =x) after that went home alone as wenxi & zhigoon went for the bbq which i din't wanna go. =x

celebrated my mom's birthday just now & it was super fun! & simply love my family =x the cake was nice. then took alot of photos & my mom said that the bag i bought for her is very nice. then i insisted that she had to use it often. hahahahhaahhahas :)

& i'm seriously broke =x

goodbyes :)

i had a great time today, thanks wenxi & goon!

2005-12-13T22:31:00.000+08:00

actually i'm supposed to go out with my grandma & mom today, but then in the end, my grandma pangseh me. hahas :) she's not those kinda of old old kind okays? she loves shopping =x so in the end din't went out with her, instead went out with my mom, dad & bro. went to causeway point to shop & buy some stuffs, have dinner at swensen's.

i went to sports link to get my training shoes. but in the end don't have my size :/ so sad. then bought a nike sling bag & shoe bag for my elder bro. a sports shoe for my younger bro. then went to royal sporting house to get my training shoes. finally got my size, so my mom bought it for me lor, since she said that it's so hard to get my size.

then somehow went in to hang ten. bought two nice tank tops from hang ten & my dad bought a polo-tee, my mom bought tee-shirts too. then went to bata! both my bro bought a sch shoes for themselves, so, my mom bought one for me too :) so now i've got 3 pairs of school shoes. then went old chang kee to buy curry puffs & went home after that.

& that's the end of my day =x

& afterall i still decided to lock up my blog. i hate people whom i don't know to read my blog & people whom i seriously hate to read my blog! i've changed my blogskin & tb color too =) i like this blogskin very much. it's so cool. so i think i won't change my blogskin for a period of time. orange & limegreen for tb color, cool!

ohyahs, there's training tmr. yeps. last training for this month followed by netball chalet. i'm really looking forward to netball chalet. i'm gonna enjoy myself to the extreme. i'm gonna be real busy tmr & i guessed, i can't have lunch with anna anymore. actually i'm meeting her for lunch but i guessed i can't. the netball girls are coming to my hse after training to rehearse the dance & then i'd gonna rush to vivien's hse to do lit project. arghs. i miss anna alot :/

*stupid bitch, pls lah! who wanna copy you okays? i've my own style of blogging & i'll change it as & when i like. i don't need to copy you. pls loh! don't like then don't come my blog read lah. stupid. =x

goodbyes :)

2005-12-12T22:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY, SHARLYN :)

IN THE CANTEEN

sharlyn's birthday cake :)

she's cutting the cake.

we smashed her face with the cream!

AT THE FOYER

c' div girls w/o kelly

juniors & seniors

jieqi's idiot smile :/

weiting, sharlyn, jiaying, clara & me

weiting, sharlyn, clara, me

NETBALL rocks :)

me & wanying :)

realised someting? weiting loves to steal the limelight!

jieqi & sharlyn :)

dolly & sharlyn are dancing :D:D:D

hweetian, weiting & sharlyn

dolly & weiting

aihua & dolly

TWIST & LOOK AT THE CAMERA!

kah gek, me & dolly

oh no! dolly's so tall :/

COVER YOUR FACE!

jiaying & weiting

me & jiaying

me, jieqi & weiting! (jieqi is finally getting taller!)

jieqi & me

GUESS WHO'S THAT?

IN THE FOOD JUNCTION (LOT ONE)

yumei & weiting

yumei's eyes damn big!

act innocent :/

it's keyi's birthday today too :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KEYI!

rowena, keyi & me

IN SWENSEN'S

IN THE MRT

we had training in the morning & still, kelly went overseas so there's no shooter except xinyee. then ms yu wanted me to be goal attack temporary. & i was damn confused. i don't know how to play goal attack as in how to run. then when playing court game i was damn confused. don't know where to run & i'm afraid of clashing with each other. everyone got scolded today by ms yu.

then after trainings, we celebrated sharlyn's birthday with her. it was her surprise for her & she's very touched. somehow, her face got smashed with cream by me & weiting. hahahas :) damn funny! then end up she's like hua lian mao like that. after that went to the foyer. took alot of photos. group photos :) then went lot one to have lunch with sharlyn, weiting, clara, jieqi, dolly, yumei & jiaxuan at food junction.

after lunch, went jurong point with weiting, sharlyn & clara. shopped for awhile. then went to swensen's to eat ice cream. somehow, we took alot of photos there & we're playing there. seems that we're the noisiest there. the ice cream's great! yeps! & of cos the fries :) anw, we shared the ice cream & fries. then went home after that. damn tired :)

met joanne (my best pri sch friend!) at the interchange, so we end up taking the same bus & chatting all the way. we somehow chatted for 2 hours till 7 plus then went home. well, it's a ncie chat with joanne & i wanted to say something, joanne is still that short, at least shorter than me still :/ hahahahahahs :) it's really a fun day today!

& sharlyn, hope that you'll like the presents & surprise we gave you & enjoy your birthday okays? seniors & team-mates, anyone wants the photos get it from me at msn when i'm online okays? i'll also post the photos on the netball blog too :) tkcare everyone!

2005-12-11T21:33:00.000+08:00

i've watched chicken little today. my dad bought the dvd of chicken little, so i watched it with my two brothers lor. it's so cute! i feel like watching it again. & by watching dvds. i get to save money too. rather than spending almost ten bucks watching at the cinema, i rather watch it at home. can lie on the bed somemore! hahahas :)

i went out with my mom jus now. waited for her to be dismiss from work, then went lot one to shop with her. okays, i've bought not much things too, but instead bought alot of junk food to eat. bleahs, i'm getting fatter in this way :/ alright, i shall cut down on my diet. heehees :) my mom seems to have moodswing. she doesn't seems really happy. maybe becos she's too stressed out by her work. gonna help her do some housework to share her burden. that's what i can help her do :D

there's netball training tmr. & team-talk in the morning. i hope that thru this team-talk, we can bond more well as a team. & i've got much to say about for tmr's team-talk. & i hope there won't be any disagreement! well, tmr is gonna be a fun day. let's hope everything turns well tmr! hahahahas :)

nowadays, so many pple's birthday, esp those pple who're close to me. buy presents for them till i'm gonna be broke soon le. today spend almost like 30 bucks alr though i said i din't bought much stuffs. & now i'm left with eighteen bucks.two more birthday present to buy. wonder i have enough :/ anw guys, if your friend's birthday is coming, try drawing a birthday card yourself or make something yourself instead of buying. it's really a great feeling when you've drew a card or make something on your own & you can save up money too, the feeling is really great :)

tag replies`

vivien: hahahahas :) you flooded my tagboard hah, but nvr mind, i like it! at least i know there's people reading my blog huh. yeah i edit my post!

ai hua: okays, i've relinked you alr. tkcare!

chien siew: hahahahas :) thanks! you too must jia you for netball okays? netball rocks forever! :D

anna: thanks! yeah. so long nvr meet you le. i think we're meeting this tuesday rights? hahahahas :) oh you miss my mom too :D i'm gonna tell her about that too! heehees xD

okays. it's a mega long post today. i'm going off. BYES!

2005-12-10T15:57:00.000+08:00

i'm back from the so called "netball camp" (wed- fri) , which doesn't require us to stay overnight, but training hours are damn long! coach taught us new skills like defending & attacking. had circuit trainings too :/ bleahs. i ~~hate~~ circuit trainings. we had friendly match agaist yishun sec. & we'won. after this intensive trainings, i've realised something! our team isn't bonded well enough. should try to have a team talk one day :/ & ms yu said tht JUNIORS MUST LOVE SENIORS & SENIORS MUST LOVE JUNIORS :)

yeaps. i've a nice chat with my mom & younger brother jus now. my mom & i somehow talked about bgr. i was shocked tht actually she was rather open-minded. she din't really mind if i ever had boyfriend now. ps. i don't have one now. & i've successfully persuaded my mom to let me have netball as my 2nd cca, on the condition that i must do well for my studies. it's been long since i ever had a nice chat with my mom alr. thanks mom :)

& thanks sharlyn. thanks for giving me advices on that. yeah, you're right. what's mine eventually will be mine, if it's not mine, no matter how hard i try, end up it will still not be mine. maybe it's time for me to let go. i will have a talk with _______. don't worry :)

ohyahs! i've jus changed my blogskin & song. i'm thinking of locking up my blog. i don't wanna people who're not close to me to read my blog. but after much thinking, it's rather troublesome if i lock up my blog. well. i'm confused abt whether to lock it up. arghs :/ anw. it's late alr. shall end my post here.

byes :)

2005-12-07T22:29:00.000+08:00

okays, pardon me for being such vulgar!
i really can't stand being accused okays.

i'm really exhausted,
& luckily i survived today's training from 7.30am - 4.30pm!
phew!

& to weiting, sharlyn & clara-
i really enjoy myself after training,
at lot one with you all.
it's damn funny :]
you all tkcare okays?
tmr still got match & trainings!

to kelly & wanting
tkcare whn you're going overseas/m'sia,
hahahahhahahahas :]

to vivien-
though i dont know what operation you're having,
but i do hope you'll tkcare okays?
& i hope the operation is successful!
JIA YOU!
:]

i've jus finish talking on the phone with zunsiong,
& i'm off to bed.
BYES.

tag replies

hui jin: what abit by abit? now holidays le still got exercise meh? you dont bluff me lah! i know wan de lor. eh pls, i won't be jealous of you dying earlier than me. who don't wan to live longer except you? i dont't blame you too okays! hahahahas :] i know it's okays. but it's really odd to wear till like tht lor! ><" slow.

wan ting: that's of cos, i'm damn pissed off by her okays, & you should know who i'm refering to. pls keep a secret, thanks ya!

2005-12-07T20:07:00.000+08:00

wtf lah.
what i "snatch" your best friend?
bullshit la okays!
i don't need to claim tht she's my cousin okays,
it's a fact tht she's my cousin, pls!
it's your misery, i don't give it a damn lor.

if she's really your best friend,
even if i wanna "snatch" away from you also no use rytes?
you claim tht you're her best friend,
& you shld know her character!
what she doesn't want, nobody can force her ok!
& somemore she's merely my cousin,
& i treat her as my best friend.
who wanna "snatch" from you lor!
if you're afraid pple will snatch away from you,
why not you bring her home,
tie her up & keep her by ur side lah!
then she'll always be yours.

& if you're scared i view your profile,
then make your acc. private lah!
if not why can't i see? it's my eyes pls!
& what's wrong with my photos okay?
what pain & hurt i've caused you? all bullshit lah.
she's my cousin & why can't i take photo with her?
& make it clear hor, i din't snatch your best friend ok.
why can't i say YOU snatch her away from me.
she used to be my best friend too k!
& ever since you sat with her, she always goes along with you!
& why not say how much pain & hurt you've caused me.
& if you're jealous tht i went out with her,
fine! don't read my blog lah. nobody ask you to read rytes!
your last few mths of pri sch is none of my business ok!
i dont give it a damn :/

pls lah! don't act as if you're really so poor thing,
& tht as if i really did snatch your best friend.
she's also my best friend & cousin ok.
i'm sincere in being your friend,
i truly wanna befriend you!
but you? give me those kinda of fucking attitude.
don't think you're so great!
i din't screwed up your last few mths in pri sch ok!
she's involve in those projects,
& it wasn't me who gave her those projects.
it was the tcher who chose her pls lah.
we're all busy with projects,
& i don't even bother to snatch your best friend.
being your friend & i feel like as if im your dog k,
you happy nice to me, not happy vent your anger on me.
you think i'm your what ah? puppet ah?
i seriously HATE you too!
& whn did i ever betray you, fucking bitch?

so what if i'm a bitch?
you're one too, yes i'm a bitch!
you, a fucking bitch!
so what if i din't invite you to the gatherings,
you don't give it a damn too,
& you won't come, will you?
so why waste my time inviting you, this bitch?

you want go crescent your business,
it's none of my business ok.
& luckily afterall i din't chose crescent girls'.
luckily i changed my first choice to bpghs.
& i don't need to be in the same sch as you!
how sure can you be to be certainly better off than me?
what you heard abt bpghs is only from things frm our cls only lor!
but thanks god i came to bpghs,
& i get to know great friends, true friends lo!
my netball girls, my great & true friends.
& i din't even say those pple you're refering to are my true friends!
dont xia suey lah you :/
not only you have true friends,
i have too okays, my netball friends + npcc girls.

so what if you're in CRESCENT NCC. GOLD UNIT. BEST LAND GIRLS?
tht doesn't give you the right to insult the npcc unit in my sch okays.
to you, they're nothing, lousy!
but in my eyes, they're great!
& in my eyes, CRESCENT NCC. GOLD UNIT. BEST LAND GIRLS,
they're nothing to me!
& pls lah. i don't even want to bother abt you okays?
no need ask me to leave you alone & fuck off,
instead, i shld say why not you leave me alone & fuck off!
pls lah, dont xia suey lah. ><" if i'm bitchy, that makes you one too!
& get things right!
i don't use dirty lil' underhand methods kid.
unlike you okays.
bad- mouth pple still dare to say :/
pls lah, wake up lah!
BOO!

2005-12-07T06:09:00.000+08:00

arghs, im pissed off by my mom!
#!%$%^#$^
dont worry, im only pissed off by my mom whn she's nasty.

i was suppose to go bugis with wenxi & zhigoon today.
but dont know why my mom went nasty,
bcos of my lil` bro who dint do his homework,
she forbids me to go!
arghs, keep my housekey somemore.
& brought it to work.
& now i cant go out with them.

i miss my sistas alot! <33

tag replies

wanting: hahahhahahhahs :] it's still a guy, but it's not HIM anw. & he isnt the one i like too! reply in post is like faster ma. then can write as many words as i wan. more convenient too! :]

vivien: em, that crystal is from another school de. it's my primary school's friend! hahahahahhas :]

2005-12-06T17:43:00.000+08:00

ohno! my dear scanner is spoilt.
how?? actually, is tht 3-in-1 printer lahs!
arghs, stupid. everything screwed up today okays!
i was like thinking of scanning my neoprints into my comp.
& duh! it spoilt. brrrr.

i'm doing my homework now!
yeps. i'm hardly so hardworking ok,
jus bcos i've nothing to do so i did some homework.
i did my english compo & hist. study of chapters.
i'm hardworking today aint i? ><" anw, i had strawberries jus now. i thought strawberries are suppose to be sweet, why are those strawberries sour? (roll my eyes =x) damnit, i've nothing to do now. oh god pls save me! im' suppose to be at bugis now with my sistas, & yet i'm stuck at home, nth better to do. gracious, my mummy's great deed huh.

well, nvm. at least i can save up some money,
i intended to buy tht billabong pencil case,
& billabong handbag,
& billabong belt.
yeps. everything billabong!
so now, no more!
can save mone for tmr, netball jersey- 34 bucks.

yeps, you're must be wandering why im buying those billabong stuffs,
whn i say i wanna save up money in the past post yeah?
okays, fine! my auntie gave me 50 bucks ystd.
aint i fortunate to have such auntie?
hahahahahhahas :]
my mom's birthday coming!
followed by ______ & ______ 's
boo. gonna buy them birthday present too.
& NETBALL CHALET!!

alrytes. shall write till here, gtg!
TATA!

2005-12-06T03:42:00.000+08:00

helloshelloshellos.

i went out with georgi today!
meet her at lot one mac.
& guess what, someone wore tee & pants to ngee ann poly.
wah! nice dressing ah. ><"
oh yeps. we took neoprints!

well, it's an interesting story anw..

so we went into this neoprints shop ryte?
then after choosing which machine to use for dont know how many ages, we went in to take the snaps!
wah! cant imagine there's so many snaps okays?
21 snaps i think, smile till my face numb le.

then went out to design the pic ma.
then draw draw draw halfway not nice, so wanna redo.
then dont know how to read japnese words,
so georgi suggested to press a button which leads to an end!
wah! we press le then the screen wants us to choose how many pieces. after that then we know that we press wrongly le, arghs.
then the neoprints came out so sucky.
the design half done. words half written.
so in the end we took another times which looks much better!

then went to watsons' buy crystal's birthday present!
& went to food court to have our dinner.
well. we saw ms hon, our primary sch tcher!
so we went for dinner tgther lo.
chatted for a long tyme
& its a nice chat!
hahahahhahahs :]
MISS MS HON!

after that went home,
& i realise something.
today very odd.
its only something the mrt station so little pple ><"
bus interchange also!
so scary!
anw, im off to bed le.
BYES.

tag replies

vivien: em, actually i also nort very sure lehs! cos sometimes mine also. then i also dont know why. still cant figure out! hahahahahs :] paiseh ><"

hui jin: PE? kns. PE whr got count as exercise. so little might as well dont exercise. run run for awhile only nia. then play, liddat call exercise ah? haiyos! haiyas. die earlier than me means die earlier than me lah! no need argue de lah!